It's times like when you've just moved into a new house, your cats are and were a nervous wreck where they couldn't move from under the blankets or out of the closet but decide at 4:00 am it's ok to walk around and you sit their upset and let them out and stay up until 5 and feel like you're running a day care where 1 kid is excited, 1 kid is sorta nervous and 1 kid is bawling their eyes out next to the adult That apparently I have an existential crisis and let anxiety, lovesickness, skin hungry and cabin fever take over all at once and lay on my bed, wanting to cry.
Earlier I made vent art
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Doesn't look like much, but it was a way for me to express feelings I've been feeling bad recently
I tried expressing it but it didn't go too well and now I'm afraid and don't know what to do I've become so self aware and (not by a lot but I still understand some thing better than kids my age.) understanding of human nature and scarily serious and mature While at the same time I'm not. I'm scared to wake up in the morning. Again And face whatever people are there. And whatever conversations that might happen And feel again I'm always scared to feel nowadays
