I'd give it all to have her back
Back when we used to sit and play at lunch and have our laughs
When nothing mattered and life was something to laugh at
And no matter what we would laugh and smile and be happy
Now cold days fill the calendar and I'm left alone more than usual
When the prison cell we are trapped in tore us apart
And now I don't even recognize you
The girl who was so innocent at first
Who started to lash out I tried to stop it
Believe me I tried but I could only do so much
And that part of her died
I miss your laugh your weird looks
I miss knowing you were there
I miss her so much and I promise I'll fix you
But what scares me most is knowing you don't care
You don't care if you're fixed you don't care anymore
And If I asked I know what you'd say
That you're happier this way with no one to control you
But is it worth this if everything about you has changed
You told me to fix her and I'm trying so hard
But what about you am I just supposed to ignore
That every day you get a little bit worse
Every day a little farther
And what do I do when you're beyond my repair?
What do I do without you? What do I do?
