Forget me Not! Kakashi x Reader

Part 5

Well, its finished. I was possibly thinking about doing some side chapters in Kakashi's POV but please let me know if you would like to see it. I feel quite sad that this is all over, as I have enjoyed writing it, let me know if you have enjoyed reading it. Please comment and let me know what you think.

Part 5

The air was cool on my skin, I was leant on one of the walls by the south side of the village. I wasn't really sure what I was doing here, and I racked my brain for the answer as to why. My body felt strange like I wasn't really there, I raised my hand and wiggled my fingers, I was definitely real. I looked up at the sky and realised that it was the middle of the night, how I hadn't realised this straight away dumbfounded me. 

I concentrated on what had happened that afternoon, I was in the room with Inoichi and Kakashi, and I was about to go through the cataloguing of my memories and then the white noise. That was it! Yet I still couldn't figure out how that was connected to where I was now, I wondered whether they were okay, I really hoped that I hadn't done anything to hurt them while I was, whatever I was.

Without conscious thought, I peeked around the building to see who was on the south wall. Usually, there were a few ninja on night watch, I calculated that they were far enough from each other not to be disturbed if any of them were taken out next to them. Wait. What was I thinking? What was I doing? I felt the panic rise as my body checked to make sure that no one was watching and sped along to the south wall. I jumped up silently onto the wall, making sure that no one heard or detected my presence.

I felt like screaming, what the hell was wrong with me? I noticed the noise then, it was merely only a hum in the back of my mind, a constant prodding of white noise. So this, this noise that had been plaguing me was the reason that this was happening? I tried desperately to do anything to stop my body from moving, I concentrated my chakra into my feet in hope that I would be able to freeze myself dead in my tracks. Unfortunately, that didn't go to plan, it seemed that my chakra control only made it easier to sneak up on the first guard unnoticed.

I tried to close my eyes, yet my arms could work without them, as quickly as I had appeared, I had struck the guard on the back of the neck and he was unconscious on the floor next to me. I screamed and screamed but my mouth had not opened, I cried but no real tears came. I was trapped in my own body, at the mercy of some act of control by persons unknown to me. Someone could easily get really badly hurt, and I hoped with every part of me that nothing escalated so my controlled body did not feel like taking a life.

I fought so hard, yet three more guards were knocked out and placed quietly out of sight. I felt mentally exhausted, everything I had tried had either been completely counteracted by my body or had had no effect what so ever. I only wished that someone would realise what was going on and disable my stupid body, however, if anyone saw what was going on I would be dead in an instant. Not exactly what I really wanted, I didn't fancy being dead.

My body crept closer to the last guard on this section of wall, slowly I moved and silently crept within striking distance. The guard turned around. I saw a flash of red and was thrust into the ground. I hit the ground hard. I heard myself groan, as the ninja jumped down beside me. I looked up and felt a kunai come swiftly to my throat, it bit at my skin yet wasn't there to kill. My body channelled chakra down into my hand, punched the arm away from me and leapt up to a standing position. Instinctively my hand felt for my own kunai and held it tightly.

I looked on in horror as the ninja took an offensive stance, watching me intently. I couldn't make out who it was, his head was completely covered and shadowed in the darkness, but even so, who would be stupid enough to get tangled up in all of this? Judging by his stance, we were playing for lives, and by feeling how my body was reacting I knew it was going to be a nasty battle. I tried to talk but no words came out of my godforsaken mouth, I was so angry that this was happening and there was nothing that I could do about it.