If I let you go.

chapter 2

And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

Since stupid kuramochi made me realize that I love sawamura I don't know what to do, I tried to erase my feeling but I can't. Damn I hope kuramochi would shut his mouth up so I will not be bother with this feeling. I walked slowly to the dining room where almost all of players eat there. " Miyuki kazuya catch my ball today muaahahahahahahaha!" I stuned, that bakamura already so loud early in the morning. " nope" I smiled and sit in the nearby seat. "What! Why?!" He asked me. "Ma ma sawamura, do you have other catchprase other than that. It's getting old you know". " What! it's not my catchprase you jerkzuya!" ." I look at sawamura and lift my left eyebrow. " Oh, since when we that close that you use my name." ( miyuki is family name and kazuya is his given name. I think, I don't know how to call that). Sawamura face turned into a bright red. " W-We are not that close, bakayuki!" Sawamura glare and pout at me, however I do not find his glare that scary. Sawamura glare is as intimidating as puppy glare. And goshh that pout must be a massive weapon. I really want to kiss and bite those pouty red lips. Damn, my brain betray me. I did not think that I want to kiss sawamura a moment ago. Nope, it's impossible. " You know sawamura, keep pouting and glare like that. You are just as scary as new born kitten" I snicker. If it is possible, sawamura red face turn even more red. " Hmph bakazuya, one day I will make you declare how amazing I am" sawamura flare his nostril. So uncute. Why I love this idot again. " Yeah yeah, your amazingness is the reason you don't have girlfriend yet." I wave my hand in lazy manner. " W-who said I do not have g-g-girl f-friend!!" sawamura point his finger at me. I sigh loudly, I stand up and grab his hand, I bring my face closer to sawamura's face " eeehhh, so you HAVE a girlfriend. Then have you ever sleep with her" I cannot help but emphesize on sleep, I cannot hide my ugly feeling when I heard sawamura has a griendfriend, eventhough I know he lied. " Sleep?" sawamura tilt his head to the side. Even without mirror I know I am grinning like mad man right now. " uh uh, sleep. You know have sex" I wave my finger back and forth. Sawamura let out uncoherence words and steam red he leave the dining room in hurried. I snickering at sawamura failed attempt to cover his red face. " You know. You really like a kindergarden kids who bullies Someone they like because they don't know how to get her attention. " kuramochi shake his head " awwee mochi since when you become sawamura's Mama bear" I Said in cooed Voice. " kuramochi look at me with a disgusted face. " Ck, I am no one mama bear beside I am a man! You damn freaky glasses!." Kuramochi shouted at my face. "Yeah yeah you are so manly that you are so whipped with ryou San" miyuki said while waving at ryou who just came in from the front door. " Kuramochi face turned bright red either because of angry or shamed miyuki don"t know, but it is so damn amusing seeing kuramochi like that. "R-ryou San and I do not have relationship like that! Baka tanuki! " kuramochi shouted. "Yeah yeah tell yourself that" I said while grinning. "Ck. Before you take care someone else love live, you have to take care your owns baka tanuki." Kuramochi sigh loudly while looking at sawamura who already bounced back from miyuki humiliation. Sawamura bright personality atrract a lot of people around him. Furuya and ryou San little brother are with him.

Third person pov

Miyuki don't know what they are doing but, miyuki can tell that it seems something about the usual pitchers competition from how loud it is sawamura braging about his new pitch to furuya who looks very annoyed and haruichi who ready to separate both of them when it become ugly. Miyuki eyes softend behind his glasses "I know that". Kuramochi looks surprise from miyuki words. "Why you look that surprise? Aren't you the one who told me that I am like a cat in heat yesterday" miyuki grinning and lifted his eyebrows together. " W-well. I do not think you will accept it that easily. I thought you will be in denial for days or weeks" kuramochi looks genuine surprise. " I think that the sign that you are totally wiped m-i-y-u-k-i" kuramochi grinning like Mad man. It is a very rare occasions that you can tease the block face miyuki who has no shame and has a loose head. Kuramochi take that change to the fullest, he know that this would not happen again in the future. Kuramochi cannot see miyuki expression that well because miyuki looks blank and unresponsive. Miyuki turn around and looks at sawamura with unreadable face. Miyuki then shook his head slowly " Nothing good will come up if I told him. I think I don't want to change our relationship right now. Both of us are man and athlet beside, he will not happy with me. I cannot make him happy.......So~~~~~ you will keep this secret, right kuramochi kun" miyuki said while walking away. "Eeehhhh secret! What secret?!" Sawamura turned around and look at us excitedly. " Are you finally accept to catch for me, the great sawamura miyuki kazuya muaahahahahahahaha!" Sawamura fold his arm in his chest and lifted his chin high. Miyuki grin widely and whisper in sawamura ears. "Of course not bakamura" and then blow sawamura left ear gently. In instant sawamura cover his left ears with both of his hands. His eyes look like a cat eyes and his cheecks turned bright red. "Moron miyuki! Do not blow my ears!" Sawamura pointed at miyuki. "Oohhh" miyuki eyes turned larger and excited. Look like he found a new toys to mess around. Miyuki nodding his head and scrub his chin. " hmm it looks like your left ear is your week point right?" Miyuki grinning very widely. His eyes told people in the dinning room that he is up to no good. "S-so what if it is" sawamura shutter. Kuramochi face palm "ano aho GA (that's idiot)" miyuki gesture his point finger to call sawamura. "W-what?". Miyuki lifted his eyebrow. " eeh do you want to know our secret? " miyuki cooed his voice. Sawamura face turn bright. Happily and eagerly he looks at miyuki with anticipation. Miyuki move his face closer to sawamura. Miyuki looked like he want to whisper to sawamura who waited but then
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Chop!

GYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAA

Sawamura scream.