Zayn's Best Friend

78. The Announcement

Lilly's POV
It was a few days before the tour and I had all of the guys and girls meet me in the living room. I said, "I think I will sit out on this tour. I worked wardrobe for Up All Night, I worked the soundboard and background for Take Me Home, and for Where We Are, I think it's time to end." Zayn asked, "Wait, are you coming on tour with us?" I said, "My heart condition isn't good, I think it's time to take a break." Zayn dragged me into the closet and he practically yelled at me, "When we're you going to tell me this!!!" I said, "Zayn, think of my situation, I nearly had a heart attack with just getting emotional, I couldn't take it of having to stress over you and the boys!" He spat, "I hate you!"
It felt as if everything was frozen. My eyes watered at what he said. My heart shattered into a million pieces. Just like glass. I opened the door, everyone's eyes on me. I ran upstairs, packed all I need and Zayn followed me, I looked at the ring on my finger, contemplating if I should take it of. I kept it on. I grabbed my medication and just ran away. I drove to my old house, got into my room, and I just broke down and cried. Tears were just streaming down my face. I looked at the ring again, I took it off and threw it across the room. It hit the wall and fell. I just sobbed. I took a shower and just grabbed the ring. I thought to myself, "He hates me, he doesn't love, he just doesn't." I just set it on the table next to me and I went out to my secret hiding spot. It was a tree house. I cried myself to sleep.

Zayn's POV
I instantly regretted what I said. I saw her face fall. I followed her around and tried to come up with the right words. As she left, I tried to say sorry, but I couldn't bring myself to say it, I was too ashamed. When she was out the door, I just leaned against the door frame and slid down it with tears in my eyes. I just cried and pulled myself together and called her. I just kept calling and eventually, I went after her, I drove around London trying to find her. Until, I drove to Bradford. I saw her asleep up in the treehouse, she was freezing. I looked at her hand and she didn't have her ring on. My heart stopped and a few tears slipped. I brought her up to her old room and got her into warm clothes. I set her on the bed and tried to warm her up. I just stared at her. I just sobbed.

Lila's POV
The girls were really frustrated with Lilly. She couldn't abandon the boys, she had to stay. The boys, being gentlemen understood, but it wasn't fair for Lilly to do that. We were at first, but then, all of our heart's stopped when we heard 3 words. "I hate you" Our eyes widened. Lilly sprinted out of the room and left. We were in shock. All of our frustration disappeared and it just felt weird. We saw Zayn sink onto the ground sobbing. A few tears slipped. He called her and called her. Then, eventually he left. Lilly usually answered her phone. Then again, who would blame her for not answering.

Lilly's POV
Zayn just held my shoulders and just said all the things he hated about me.
My eyes flew open and I saw Zayn stroking my face. I flinched away and I saw tears fall even more. He said In a shaky voice, "I never meant to say that. I hated the way we ended it. I am just so sorry, I am just sorry." He cried to himself. He stood up and just leaned against the wall. Tears fell and I walked over to him. He looked at me and my heart dropped. I smiled weakly and kissed his him passionately. He responded with the same amount, maybe even more, passion. One hand held my neck close, the other slipped his hand under my shirt and pressed me against him. One of my hands went to his neck and the other went into his hair. He usually doesn't like anyone messing with his hair, but he loves it when I tug at it when we snog. We just show how much we love each other. The pressure increased and we held another tightly. I pushed Zayn on the bed and he was on the side, sitting up and I straddled his waist. He ran his hands up and down my back and I gasped into the kiss. Eventually we broke apart for air. We sat there, foreheads pressed against each other and just breathing in each other. My eyes were closed and he stroked my face, I smiled and then, he stroked my eyelashes, meaning he wanted to see my eyes. I opened my eyes and stared into his own. His eyes were swimming with happiness. He whispered, "You forgave me so quickly, why?" I looked at him sincerely and said, "I love you and always will. Remember the night I got shot? You said you loved me?" He nodded and I continued, "On my last breath I said, "Always. I will always forgive you, I will always be here, I will always love you no matter how much you push me away. Always." He had tears and he kissed me passionately. I smiled and asked, "Did you really mean it?" His eye filled with tears and said, "I never meant it, I wanted to take it back, but I was just too full of guilt, I just wanted to say sorry." I nodded and pecked his lips. He smiled and said, "Can I show you how much I love you?" I smiled and kissed his passionately. He pulled away and said, "I think you have your answer." He smiled and kissed me passionately. He layed on top of me and it escalated from there.