•Serena•
"We are definitely going shopping for some lingerie" I told Lindsay about this weekend which is tomorrow
"No! I don't need any lingerie!" I snapped. This is weird for me I've never went shopping for lingerie before
"Yes you are. This weekend you are going to let him in, don't you wanna have sex and have a fun time!?" She asked looking over at me than back at the road. I blushed super hard
"Come on Serena. I've been your best friend for years! I know everything about you and you never hid anything from me. You've been hiding a lot lately and I know you have. It's okay if you wanna-"
"Okay okay fine! You already know I don't like talking about this stuff" I sighed and looked out the window
"I wanna feel good, I wanna have sex. I wanna feel wanted for the first time by a guy. I just wanna feel amazing and look beautiful and sexy in one. I don't wanna always think about what Michel and his stupid friends did to me every time Spencer touches me" I let it out. She was quite for a while, when I looked over at her she looked proud of me
"Finally. Fuck Michel, we already know he's not coming back into your life because he's in jail! Spencer will treat you right and make you feel good" she told me as I blushed just thinking about it
"So what do you wanna do about it?" She asked me as I shrugged
"I don't know what to do about it" she laughed "but I know you do and I know you are going to help me"
"Duhhh" i laughed and shook my head
We went to to LaVase La Rose and Lasenda and got me some new bra and thongs. I got this lingerie piece that was so showing it was un believable
We got a bite to eat and than continued shopping for new heels, new dresses, bathing suits since I didn't know where we were going and other random stuff
"Why don't you come over now so we can go over what you'll be doing" I nodded as we got back into her car
Once we got back to her house, I left my bags in her car and we went inside into the living room were we sat facing each other
"Alright, let's talk about sex first. Do you have an questions?" She asked making me blush a little
"Well I mean, I haven't don't it in 2 years so is it gonna hurt? Again?"
"I mean maybe it's gonna feel a little weird because when you had it the first time you didn't enjoy it, this time it my hurt at first, but than you will really enjoy it" I nodded my head
"How about this. One night when he's not with you and he's out doing whatever, or you send him out to get I don't know ice cream. You can set up candles and rose peddles and sexy music" not a bad idea "that's when you can wear your sexy lingerie you bought"
"What if he doesn't even like it and laughs" I looked down. I hate being embarrassed in front of people
"He'll love it trust me. Than tell him you wanna take care of him. You can maybe even suck hi-" the look I gave her made her stop "if your comfortable with that. If not you don't have to" she nodded
"Maybe I could try it. How do I do it?" She laughed making me blush with embarrassment again
"You make it seem like I'm an expert. But anyways we can try on bananas if you'd like" I blushed a deeper shade of red as she laughed
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I made it back home at around 7:40 Spencer wasn't here and I was kinda thankful because of what Lindsay me I did today was so weird for me.
I quickly packed up everything I bought in the bottom of my bag so he didn't see them. I packed my good clothes on the top along with my shoes and stuff
I came out the shower and put my pjs on. That's when he came in looking tired
"You look tired" was what I said to him. I was really nervous to be around him now
"Yea. Long day at work, I am so ready for this get away weekend because it's well needed for both of us" he ranted taking his shoes off and his tie
"Both of us?" Did he find out that I wanna have sex?
"Yeah, I've been working hard as so have you. So we both need some fun and to relax"
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We didn't take the plane to wherever we were going. We drove, but we drove for a while till we arrived at this nice looking big hotel with his last name on the front
"Is this yours?" I asked. The guy at the door of the hotel came out and opened the door for us to come out
"Yup"
"Welcome Mr and Mrs Mendes" he said smiling at us. Mr and Mrs Mendes, nobody he ever called me Mrs. Mendes before
"Good to be back Luis. I expect my room is already ready?" Spencer confirmed as we started to walk inside as the other guys took out bags
"As always sir. Here is your keys and you know where to fine me if anything goes wrong which it never does" he smiled and walked away. Spencer looked down at me and smiled before taking my hand in his and walking, I followed behind him as we went to the elevator
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*ding*
The doors opened and we stepped out. I followed behind him as he walked to the door at the end of the hall. Sounds like a scary movie name
'The room at the end of the hall'
He opened the door and the suit was amazing. Only one visible bedroom, amazing living room with flat screen tv mounted on the wall, a balcony that shows the view of the city
