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But even in his darkest hours, he knew in his heart that someday it would return to him, and his world would be whole again... 

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JJ couldn't comprehend it. Vikk was... not alive? Non-existent? Gone? JJ had picked up on his inability to admit Vikk was.. dead a few weeks after his desolate funeral. Mainly because he thought, no knew, it was his fault. He was the one to see the man climb onto the stage, lunge for himself, only for him to get out the way and hurt Vikk instead. The killer hadn't even been intending to kill JJ, but Vikk's height had made sure the stab was near enough to his heart to cause damage. The image still bled into JJ's mind, similarly to the way Vikk had collapsed into his arms and bled onto his shirt. Who could bare that kind of weight and live a normal life? 

"Hey friend! Yeah I have kids, a wife or husband. Oh yeah, and I also accidentally got my best friend killed who I may or may not have had feelings for :)"

Nothing will ever change now. The loneliness will cause his heart to become a void. How could people not put the blame on him? He didn't deserve forgiveness! JJ smashed another hole into his bedroom wall.

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