My sadness has be come an addiction. When im not sad, I feel lost. I start to panic, trying to find my way back which leads me back to my original state: sadness.
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Dark Thoughts In The Dead Of Night
PoetryCOMPLETED. Prepare for depressing stuff!! *TRIGGER WARNING. MANY OF THESE CHAPTERS WILL BE DEPRESSING AND SOME WILL HAVE MENTIONS OF: DEPRESSION, SUICIDE, SELF-HARMING, BULIMIA AND SOME ANOREXIA. If that is not your thing then please DO NOT read*
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My sadness has be come an addiction. When im not sad, I feel lost. I start to panic, trying to find my way back which leads me back to my original state: sadness.