Without Saying Goodbye

As Sweet As Cotton Candy

He gently caresses my cheek with the back of his delicate hand.
Then he gets closer to me.
-Can I ask you something? He says.
-Yeah? I reply.
He hesitates for a moment.. then looks back at me.
My heart flutters.
-D.. do you want to.. eat? I'm kind of hungry to be honest with you, says the boy.
All my tension goes away.
-Yeah! Actually I'm pretty hungry too. Let's just not make any noise ok? I don't want the rest of the boys to wake up too.. I say.
-Yeah thats fine! But don't worry about it too much, you can't hear much from upstairs, plus their doors are closed. When I walked out of the room me and Namjoon share I made sure to close the door, and also Namjoon snores a LOT so I usually don't sleep much at night.
I giggle. It's pretty cute how close they all are.
I shiver. Autumn is practically done and it's really cold around this time of the year.
-Oh are you cold? He asks me.
-Kinda..
He tells me to wait a little bit and goes to the kitchen.
He comes back a minute later with two cups of hot chocolate with whipped cream on top and a plate full of chocolate chip cookies.
I smile. I love hot chocolate&cookies!
-Isnt it 1:30AM? I say with a gentle laugh.
-Yeah?
-How are we going to sleep after that?
-Who said we had to sleep..
I look at him, he winks then bursts out laughing and so do I.
He puts the plate on the table and my cup of hot chocolate in front of me. He then puts his besides mine. He gets closer to me and hugs me. I hug him back. He is so warm.. his arms are around me, I can feel his warm breath on my neck. He then slowly pulls back. I was a little disappointed, his warm body felt good close to mine.
-Are you still cold? He asks with the sweetest smile.
I smile at him and say that I'm ok.
He smiles and takes a sip of his drink. I go and take a sip too.
He puts his cup back on the table and takes my hand. He stands up and pulls me. I blush and put my cup on the table as well. He brings me over to the window. He opens the curtains. We both look outside surprised. Theres snow!
The small snowflakes are gently and gracefully going around in the peaceful wind. There is a soft layer of fresh snow laying on the cold ground. Jin looks at me. He leans in and kisses me. I kiss him back.
His lips are as sweet as cotton candy. They feel good on mine. It felt like time had stopped.
We both pull back at the same time. He looks at me, smiles and looks down. I blush and do the same. We go back at the table and finish our snack while talking about everything and anything.
I feel like I'm dreaming; how could something amazing like this ever happen to me? All of this is so perfect, just like a fairytale.
We both take the last sip of our hot chocolates.
-Should we go to sleep? He asks.
I look at my watch; it's 3:19AM!
-Yeah we should probably sleep! I reply.
He looks at me and says
-Goodnight then!
He smiles and walks back upstairs.
I smile.
I sit back on my chair and the dream I recently had suddenly pops back in my head.
"Jungkook.. is something going to happen to him?" I think to myself.
Just the thought of it brings sadness and pain to my heart.
"Better not think too much of that dream.. It's just going to make me paranoid. Dreams don't mean anything.."
I walk back upstairs and get into my bed. I look at Kookie.
"Goodnight, Jungkookie" I think.