Without Saying Goodbye

[Christmas Day]
I wake up. I look around and see GD posters. Since Jungkook passed away, I moved in with the boys, in the Bangtan House. They gave me Jungkooks room. Jimin comes in this room from time to times. Jungkook was always a big fan if this Korean celebrity named GD, or G-Dragon, and would hang posters of him almost everywhere. Even in the appartement we shared, he has posters of him in his room. His admiration for GD reminds me of my admiration for T.O.P, or Choi Seunghyun.
I roll around in the bed and hug the pillow.
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We are all sitting around in the dance studio, with a beautiful Christmas tree, that Jungkook had chosen.
-So today, we are all gathered here for Christmas, but as you know, someone extremely important to us  left our lives way too early, a-and I.. I had promised him we would spend Christmas all together.. before we start, I want everyone to talk to him, as if he was in the room with us. Namjoon, you start.
He nods.
-Hey Jungkookie, How are you? I, I want to thank you for having been our friend, our younger brother that we would always look after and protect. Thank you for all the great memories we had together, and all the smiles you gave me. The Bangtan House feels pretty empty now that you're gone. Things changed, we miss your cute bunny face.. I'll see you soon, Jungkook.
Everyone tears up. Taehyung, Hoseok and Suga say what they have to say. Next is Jin.
-Ahh, little Jungkook-ah. I considered you like my own son. I wish could of stayed longer. You left us way too early.
Jimin's turn comes around.
-Yahh.. I'm not sure if I'll be able to do this. But I'll try. Jungkook. My younger brother, my lover, my partner in crime. You taught me what true love was, that feeling I felt towards you. Thank you for all these amazing moments we had together. Thank you for all the great nights we had together. Thank you for.. for having been there for me. With you, I experienced true love. I experienced what it felt like to be truly loved as well. I'm forever thankful for that.
As he says his last sentence, he looks at me. Tears are slowly going down his face.
It's my turn.
-Jungkook-ah..Jungkookie.. my little Kookie. Thank you for having been with me all theses years, since I was a child, you were my best friend. Out friendship was way too strong to be destroyed, to be ignored. I felt blessed to have you with me.. Whenever I saw you, my heart would fill up with happiness. Thank you for all the times we spent, thank you for saving me. If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be here today. Today I also want to give you your Christmas present. I.. I have been working on this for years now, and Namjoon.. Namjoon helped me finish it. It's a song, that Namjoon and I wrote for you. I really wanted you to hear it..
A tear goes down my face.
But the timing wasn't.. wasn't right.
You left us way too early Kookie..

At this point, we are all crying. Even Yoongi, who I thought never would. Namjoon plays the song.

Jeon Jungkook left us.. without saying goodbye.

                        THE END