December 27th, 2010
Dear Ashton,
I'm falling for you.
And I don't know what to do anymore. Maybe you are the epitome of my hero, but will you still be in the future? Even thinking of the future drains the happiness from me. Without you, I can't even manage to save myself from the constant fear of falling into a dark abyss of solitude. What will happen to me when you leave?
And now, I know I am falling. I am falling into a deep void, for I cannot escape with the optimism that invades my thoughts. Though, my thoughts only consist of you, and maybe that's why I cannot escape. They say you are able to free yourself with only optimism, that you are able to accomplish anything. But how can I liberate myself when you are the human being who clashes with optimism? How?
Please, don't make me fall, because I will only be left with bruises and scars.
Everyone leaves me, and I can't grow too attached, because I always do.
Yours truly,
Nova
P.S. The Fray has been on repeat since the moment I reached home.
P.P.S. Thank you so much.
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