"Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance, I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing but I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings...when love and trait are gone, I guess this is moving on. Everyone I do right does me wrong so every lonely night I sing this song...."
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Chilli got out of rehab, her drinking was now under control and all she kept thinking about in there was how badly she screwed up with jimmy. She was using him yes but she did like him. She wasn't used to dating everyone she cared about hurt her. She didn't want to get hurt like her parents did when they were together.
What did she have to lose? She pulled out her phone wondering if jimmy would even answer her, after all she screwed with his head...confused him. Maybe she hurt him? Hey... She texted.
Jimmy began typing back, she smiled hey! U ok? He typed back quickly. His heart raced he hadn't heard from her in weeks. She had been ignoring his calls while in rehab. Well at least he thought she had been ignoring him.
Chilli's heart warmed, he cared about her enough to ask if was okay instead of asking what she wanted or why she was even texting him...because honestly she couldn't give a full response to that question.
I'm fine..can we talk please? in person
Chilli bit her finger nails contemplating if she should send it or not, looking away she quickly pressed the send button hoping she didn't humiliate her self or worse...make things worse between them. Would he even want to see her after how they ended things? Arguing in the locker room.....
Yeah sure I finish at 7 today :)
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Jimmy was sitting at the table, Otis sat across him, being the nosey guy he was he couldn't help himself from asking "who you talking to?"
Everyone found themselves than staring at jimmy who wiped the smile off his face and showed his phone to Otis and whoever could see the small test messages. "Chilli just texted me..I think she's out of rehab.."
"What makes you think that?" Gabby asked while sipping on her coffee "well she asked if she can meet up with me tonight. You can't exactly so that in rehab" Jimmy pointed out.
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Chilli was still sitting in her turned off car, her smile brighter than the night sky when he replied. YES! She squealed to herself okay thanks it's sort of important she texted back trying to keep it casual.
No worries see you where? :) jimmy responded, using a smile face.
She laughed before replying Mine? I haven't moved houses. Do u remember my address? :)
Yes! :P hard to forget it! Jimmy texted back. Eventually Chilli put her phone done and started driving. She reached her house and decided to just wear simple casual clothes. A baggy jumper, her exercise tights and socks.
Be there soon :) Jimmy knocked on her door 15 minutes after sending that message. Her was wearing jeans, a top and jacket. He looked hot. She let him walk in and led him to the couch. "I wanna talk about us..." Chilli started and Jimmy frowned.
"What do you mean 'us'?" He asked curiously. He was positive that she broke up wth him before she left to go to rehab. Chilli sighed.
"Okay I screwed this up...us up. I know you liked me. Me as in my personality not just my body and I liked you back but I was scared! Scared you would hurt me, I didn't want you to break my heart" she paused to stop herself from crying "after watching my parents for years fight like cats and dogs I was turned off relationships...so yes I used you for sex...you're hot I won't deny that, but jimmy I like you and I miss you and I want us to be a thing again but this time as a couple not just screw buddies!" Chilli and Jimmy were both in shock by her long confession.
"Look chilli you know how I feel and honestly my feelings haven't changed...I still think you're the most beautiful, funny, out going and crazy girl and i like that. You speak your mind, you don't take shit from anybody and you're unique" he smiled and looked at her, she was beautiful even in her house clothes.
"So what's this mean...you gonna ask me on a date or?" Chilli said laughing but it was full of nerves. She had never dated before, this was all new to her. He was in control. Jimmy smiled and moved a curl out of her face and kisses her softly "Chilli, would you like to be my girl friend?" He asked.
Her smiled beamed and she nodded before pouncing on him with kisses and hugs "yes Jimmy Borelli I will" she laughed, as did he. "Good because tomorrow if your free I would love to take my girl out for lunch and show her off to all of Chicago" jimmy stated.
"I'm free" chilli said smiling before kissing his pink soft lips again. He cupped her face "we should slow down this time, yeah?" Jimmy asked and chilli nodded "good idea" she whispered into his ear.
"I'll see you tomorrow than, I finish at 11 so I'll be here around 11:30, bye chilli" he said pecking her lips once more before leaving and heading back to work. He had to work a night shift with Squad 3 tonight. Which he didn't mind he actually enjoyed working at night.
After he left chilli sat on the lounge, looking around at her empty looking house she sighed...she needed a job and she needed one fast. At rehab they said the best distraction is to be involved in your work. Love your job so you won't be depressed and turn to alcohol.
But they never said a guy could be your distraction and right now Jimmy Borelli had her wrapped around his finger and honestly she didn't mind it.
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