I was laying on my bed trying to listen to my music but I could't hear it because of my familys loud fighting. This always happens. Everyday after i'm home from school this is what i hear. I just wish i could drown them out. I wish they would just be gone. I can only handle so much. I get snapped out of my train of thought when I hear a deep voice... And not my dads. Not my brother. Not anyone we even know? I'm very unfamiliar with this voice. All of a sudden i hear a shattering of a glass. "GET DOWN ON THE GROUND! NOW!" The unfamiliar voice yells. With not thinking twice now i realize someone has broken into our house. I climb out of my window and fall onto the ground pretty hard. It hurt my back but i get up fighting the pain. Then. I see smoke leaving the top of my house. I now realize he has set fire to what i've callen home for so many years. I start sobbing and yelling trying to get into the house to save my family but its no use. The doors are locked. I can hear the screaming of my family and thats Something that will haunt and torture me for the rest of my life.
I blame myself for what happened that night. I just wanna know... Why would someone break into a home just to kill a family and kill himself in the process... But It can't be a coincidence that i wished for my family to leave and be gone... And then... That... It's all my fault. I couldn't save them. And now i will never see them again. The next thing i knew i heard sirens. Then i black out due to loss of blood. I hadn't realized but i hit my head on the fall. I wake up in a room. A hospital room. I look around confused. A nurse walks in. "Hello hun!" she says a little too loud and perky. "You're very lucky to have survived!"she smiles. I just start sobbing. "What do you mean lucky?! My parents and siblings are dead and i'm alive! Is that lucky to you?! They're gone and it's all my fault!" I burst out. I couldn't stop crying. The nurse frowns and hugs me. "I'm very sorry.." she says. "I... If you don't mind i'd like to be alone" I whisper. She nods and leaves the room. After that i'm in the hospital for about a week. I didn't eat. I. Didn't sleep. Didn't do much of anything... COULDN'T do much of anything... But cry...
Oh how i'd give anything to have my fighting family back and Alive..
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Scars||Amelia Gething||5 Seconds Of Summer.
RomanceIt's crazy how one thing that happens could change your life forever, sometimes even though it may seem for worse. it could be for the better. it could take a wild turn. That's what happened to me. at first it was hell. but then... i met someone...
