rain boy .. joshler

some words

hello to all my lovely beautiful readers,

i don't know how to say this right but I have been rereading this story for the past month and i'm just unhappy with it.

 it's difficult for me to keep a single story going, especially with my writing style that can tend to change wildly in short periods of time. it's easier for me to update my oneshot book, as well, for that reason. 

i've also been diagnosed with severe depression and adhd, and i've been focusing on improving my mental health during the time i've not been updating on wattpad much. it isn't an excuse, though, and i'm really sorry if this fic was important to you. 

at the same time, this is not to say i will stop writing. I just don't think i want to continue this particular fic, it's just not my best. i will be keeping it up, of course. i might try again to do a full book, but every time i have it hasn't ended well and i always have to write some note like this a few chapters in and delete it. 

that was all over the place, but thank you for reading this and i hope you have a beautiful day, lovely ones. 

-meimei.