Death and Dispair people dying everywhere (Randomness book 2)

what's wrong with me?

What is wrong with me? I can't sleep.
I fell asleep at 2:30 the other day and woke up at 5:30.
I don't feel like eating food anymore.
Do you know how unusual that is for me? I eat food 24/7
And I keep screwing up
I keep screwing everything up!