Negans son (Carl grimes gay fanfiction)

My fault

Nicks pov:
We shoved all of the food into are bags and headed out to meet the group.

We soon meeted up with then at the meeting spot and we put together are supplies and decided it was enough to continue moving towards Alexandria

Maybe a Hour later we find Alexandria, it's wall torn down and walkers flooding from all directions.

I almost tear up, I mean I don't know any of then that well,honestly I dint know any of their names really.
But I felt terrible because I knew that this was my dad's fault,my fault.

The guilt was getting to me, as I watched all of them cry and fall to their nee's in total horror.I watched as a girl ran towards me and the group they all seemed happy to see her as well as he was happy to see them

Except for me she was giving me the biggest death glare;I soon realized she was the girl that stabbed me in the shoulder. I don't know why she would be giving me such a death glare, she was the one who stabbed me!

i was ready to go over there and kill her,but i guess that wount make any sense i was just mad.i was the one who tryed to kidnap her and bring her to my father. She was only using self defense

I soon softened my gaze as he did too.

We started walking and Carl and end talk to each other like they haven't seen each other in years well the rest of the group gave Enid a quick hug and told her how much they missed her.

Carl soon walked over to me,"This is Enid" he says gesturing towards her." I know" I said quite rudely. He just nods and walks away leavening it at that

I went to think what would of happened to me if they weren't there to stop my from letting that zombie chew my face off

I wanted it to happen and honestly I still do there is nothing to fight for,for me at least. Carl has Judith and his farther and his group they all have each other. Well I'm just here to be here I'm not fighting for somthing,I'm not fighting for someone

I snap out of my mind set when I hear a deep voice speak up "we should find shelter so everyone keep a look out"