I feel empty,
Like there's no "me" left inside,
No more hope,
Only insecurities come alive.
I feel dark
In a bright lighted room,
An unwanted anomaly,
An unneeded distress.
I feel caged,
In four walls of suffocation,
Horribly intoxicated
By the ruins of despair.
I feel scared
As though my candle no longer bled,
Leaving me in the dark
Emptiness of hollowed air.
I feel ruined,
Only, I'm left "untouched".
With no one to aid me;
Protect me from my inner demons.
I feel derailed,
As though I'm grappling for my sanity,
Fear for it slipping towards unknown
Mindlessness of mentality.
I feel void
I feel vacant
I feel numb
I feel hollow
I feel devoid
I feel bare
Stripped of emotion
Then I felt no more.
