I looked in the mirror,
Trying to figure out who I've become.
All I see is the same eyes,
Same face,
Staring back at me.
But I've changed.
I read over my old diaries,
Checked my old books,
My writing's the same.
But I've changed.
I dig deep enough.
I touched my soul.
I read the secret messages on my heart,
And rethought the thoughts of the past.
And that's where I realized,
How I changed.
I was no longer kind,
No longer pure.
No longer mine,
I was all yours,
I lost me.
And somewhere in all that,
You lost me.
So who should I be?
I can't be my past self,
Why?
Cause she's all dead.
You killed her,
I killed her,
We killed her.
But she's gone.
I've changed.
I'm not sure who I've become,
But strangely,
I like it.
And all I did was feel.
I felt all the pain until the numbness consumed me.
I was dead.
I was changed.
