Revenging Love-z.m&g.h

id like that

Gigi

My phone kept buzzing all the way back home but i couldnt give a shit , i am so tired of this

I parked my car and ran inside the house , ignoring nana and dad who were sitting in the living room , i slammed the door shut and layed down on the bed crying

I just didn't feel okay , i dont know why , i dont know how , but i just didnt

Ever since i got up with this plan , the main goal was to make him fall for me hard then dump his ass and betray him

Along the way i lost a part of myself i didnt give much importance to

My heart.

This is exactly what i wanted but not like this , not when he falls for me but i fall for him too , this was no a part of the deal i made to karlie .

"Gigi?" Nana knocked softly on my door . "Can you open the door please?" She demanded

I wanted to be alone , that was for sure but i couldnt say no to her , she's the best listener

What are you gonna tell her? You came here for a revenge plan and ended up falling for the victim?

I got up and unlocked the door , she walked in and examined my face then opened her arms for me and took my in a really tight hug

"Its okay" she kept whispering as i bursted out crying louder onto her shoulders . "Whats wrong sweetheart?" She spoke with her soft and loving tone

"Nothing nana i just feel tired" we sat down , as i layed on her lap , and she kept tugging at my hair softly

"Do you want to hear a story?" She giggled softly . Ever since i was a kid and i would be angry or sad , nana would tell me a little story

"Yes" i smiled weakly as more tears scrolled through my cheeks

"One time a tear said to another : "why did you come down before me?" She spoke as she whiped a tear

"The other tear spoke "you came down first and then we fell after you" she continued the story

"The tear then asked "why did we all fall together?" She chuckled

"We all fell down together so better things can come up , the tear replied" and there was the story coming to an end

"Like what better things? The tear couldnt quite understand their mission" she explained

"The tear spoke :once we all fall together , all the pain and hurt goes along , and since we fell down we wont ever be back up , so the pain and the hurt that caused our birth wont ever exist again because we're already out" and that was one of the deepest things ive ever heard

"I can take it from here nana" i suddenly heard zayn's voice . I lifted my head up and there he was , standing at my bedroom door

"Im sure you can" she patted his shoulder and left . Zayn closed the door and kept looking at me , confused , with a small smile on his face , my heart kept beating fast

"Hey" he spoke , his voice making echoes in my heart . "Why did you run off like that? Why do you always run off?" He started approaching me

"Nothing im just in a bad mood today" i put a pillow on my lap , resting my arms on it . "You werent in a bad mood before joe had shown up" he furrowned his eyebrows at me

"And then you ran off when i-" he interrupted himself and stopped . "Did you run away because i said that?" He seemed to not believe his own words

"Say what?" I wanted to make sure he knew what he said and that it wasnt just a slip . "You know it" he rolled his eyes

"Why did you say it?" I tlited my head to the left , still looking at him . "because i-" he stopped and shook his head

"The same fucking reason i called you at 2 am that day" he sat down next to me , softly pressing a finger on my cheek

"Because gigi" he started . "I like you" and those words were enough to make the time stop , the whole freaking word stop

"And i want to give us a chance . I want to be able to kiss you when i want to , hold you in my arms when i want to and come over at night and sleep next to you when i want you" he kept going on , still looking at me in the eyes

"Dont take that away from me , please" he slowly leaned in to kiss me , and i knew i could say i feel nothing towards him and continue my plan but i stupidly leaned in too

He brushed his lips to mine , softly and then wrapped his arms around my neck as he went deeper into the kiss , i pushed the small pillow on my lap away as he slowly sat even closer to me.

"Id like that" i smiled and he immediately brushed his lips to mine again