my ikuto fantasy

Regrets and Kiss Marks

A week had passed and ever since that day in the park Taya has continually met up with Ikuto at their hill. They talked about everything and anything. Never in her life has she really talked about herself to such a length. She wasn't self centered by any means, she just preferred to get to know other people rather then them getting to know her. Taya was young but even the young had their secrets. She could tell he was the same way. The way he talked he seemed like an open book. He answered any question she asked. But her instincts told her that if she ask anything really personal, like about his family, he would close instantly. Taya learned that his favorite color was blue (obviously), he loved chocolate and that he played the violin. The violin thing was obvious due to the fact that she never say him without the thing. She asked one time if he would play it for her but his eyes became distant, so she never brought it back up. However, Taya sing for him. Not because he asked or anything but around him made her heart's song seem...more clear. When Taya was done she looked at him to see, to her surprise, that he was in tears. "Ikuto! I'm sorry I didn't mean to upset you. I just wanted to sing what I felt and and I just feel good when I'm around you so the song just jumped out of me" Taya panicked. Ikuto snapped out it when he saw tears gathering in her eyes. " Sorry, I don't know what came over me. Your singing was beautiful. I especially liked they way you looked while doing it". Taya looked away from him, there's no way she could show her blush to him. Man, she really was tired of feeling like a girl, it was some pretty exhausting business. "What do you mean? I look the same as always" trying to fix any flaws in her appearance instantly " You look even better when you sing. Wanna know something else I like about you?". "What?" Taya said too curious to contain herself. "I love how you blush at everything I say cause you know it's the truth. It's like you don't already know this stuff about yourself. While I really do like it, I dont understand it. It's not like no one has ever said these things to you?". Wow, Taya was speechless. She had never felt so ...exposed. Taya was an orphan til she was seven, needless to say it was a hard knock life. Even more so when you're a war orphan fighting to stay sane and safe. Learning every bit of safe defense, learning how to kill a man and even using those skills to make a little money. It wasn't far stretch to say that Taya and her emotions were pretty complicated. But right then,there was nothing Taya wanted more than to let Ikuto know who she was. It was scary but Taya wanted to be vulnerable to Ikuto, she wanted to be comforted. "Sure, guys have told me that stuff before but they never got passed how I looked. And yeah, I've had guys interested but their eyes always gave away their true lewd intentions. But with you it's different. You flirt, make me blush and I'm constantly in the mood to knock your teeth out but when I look in your eyes I see that you do everything with conviction, even the things you regret". He clearly wasn't expecting that answer, it was so heavy with the emotion that neither one of them spoke for a minute. Ikuto spoke first looking into the sky "Regrets, huh? What makes you think I have regrets?" "Because I can see it in your eyes" "What is up with you and eyes. Is that some kind of fetish?" Taya said repulsed, hitting his shoulder "NO! ugh why are you such a perv? One of the first things that I learned in martial art training was to never take your eyes of the enemy. Their bodies would give you their next move before they even know it. Over time I learned to see the lies in people's eyes because ,more often than not, people are quick to tell you a pretty lie more than the ugly truth." "Sounds like you've been lied to a lot" Taya looked to the setting sun. She had been here longer than she realized "Not really, a lot of people just cant or shouldn't be trusted" "That's a harsh way to look at people" "Yeah, it really is." "I understand it though. I wish more people would value the truth" "I like that you do. It makes me want to..." Taya had to stop herself cause if she didn't she knew she would spill waaay too many beans about herself. They both clearly had trust issues, so it would be best if they took it slow. You know, whatever it was they were they were doing. "It's ok, I feel it too. But I have a feeling that we'll get there in time" Taya wanted to ask what he meant but then he put his hand on top of hers and squeezed. Taya turned from the from nearly set sun and gazed into his eyes. Ikuto's eye gleamed in the last light of the sun, it seemed Taya could look into them forever. The world melted around them leaving just the beat of their hearts and the heat of hands merging together. Ikuto moved in, his eyes drifting to Tanya's lips letting her know what was about to happen. He went slow to give her every opportunity to stop him, to stop him from doing something that she's been having dreams about for the last week. Taya closed her eyes telling Ikuto that it was ok to kiss her, to fulfill her fantasy. The sun had set and the darkness aided them ,giving them privacy from prying eyes. Just when their lips touched Ikuto angled his lips to Taya's nose and bit down. "AHH, YOU STUPID CAT!!!" Taya screamed as she pushed him away from her. "I'm sorry my little doggy, but you were so cute that I couldn't help myself." Taya punched him on the arm, he's lucky that she has such good control of her strength otherwise she could've broken his arm. "Sorry, let me make it up to you." Ikuto wrapped his arm around Taya's waist to pull her close. "What are doing you stupid cat?" He only chuckled as he nestled his way to her ear and licked her ear. "Aww" Taya moaned and covered her mouth. He licked her ear the way he licked the chocolate off her hand a week ago. He was slow and meticulous about the task, as if he didn't want to neglect any part of her ear. It stirred those strange feelings in her again and once again she liked it. Then he began to suck on it "mmh Ikuto" She put her hand to his chest she wanted to push him away but it felt so good so he just grabbed his shirt and pulled him closer.Then he moved down to my neck to kiss and suck on it. Taya's head was clouded but she trusted Ikuto enough at least be a gentlemen when he was being a perv. Taya knew that Ikuto respected her so she knew he wouldn't cross any line with her. All of a sudden, he stopped and held her at arm's length. She could only imagine how she must look: lips moistened, chest heaving, eyes clouded over in lusty haze and probably with kiss marks on her neck. Ikuto blush then took his hands completely turn his back to her not looking at all. There was no way she was going to let him simply get away with this. She put her arms around his shoulders , making her chest be pushed onto his back, to look around him into his eyes. "What's wrong stupid cat?". His eyes were closed but his face had a faint tint of red. Then Taya's gaze traveled lower to in between his legs. Taya had given him a boner. Taya backed away putting her back to his while placing hands to her flamed cheeks, he was just as embarrassed as she was. "Sorry, I took it to far" he said;she could tell that he was trying to calm himself. "It's fine, I uh liked it. It felt...nice" Taya could explode from her embarrassment. "Oh, I still feel bad. I shouldn't have let things get that far" Taya giggled "You act like you did the unspeakable to me. I would have stopped you if I truly didn't want it" "Well, that's good to know and now I don't have to worry." "Worry about what?". Ikuto took her hand and give her knuckles a light kiss then looked into her eyes "That anyone will take you from me now that you're marked". Taya's hand flew to her neck, the memory of his lips still pulsing on her skin. She knew she had a mark but it still was embarrassing. How was she to hide this from her brothers ? She was pissed and this time she would choke down her strength time. "YOU STUPID CAAAAAT!!!" Ikuto shot up from his sit and bolted down the sidewalk, Taya hot on his trail. The two lovebirds ran into the night both afraid of other's grip but for different reasons.