My ears.
My fucking ears.
I hate that they hear all your secrets
And they tell my eyes.
My eyes.
My goddamn eyes.
I hate that they try to see the regret in your walk,
And disgust on your tounge
While my heart.
My mother fucking heart.
Bleeds all the reasons why you deserve another chance.
It beats in Morse code.Saying.
You little shit,
Don't let her leave now.
While my brain realizes that,
You were never really there.
My mouth.
My freezing mouth.
Tries to whisper us eternity.
Trying to speak forevers
into a minute.
While my fucking ears hear you walking away.
And my goddamn eyes
See you disappear out the door.
While my mother fucking heart
tells me to run after you.
And my brain tells my body to stop.
Tells it that you can't have what's not yours.
And my soul ends up disappearing with
YOU.
