FORGOTTEN LOVE

Episode 9

THE FORGOTTEN LOVE
episode 9

I had that dream once again. A guy.
Green eyes. Ruffled hair. Calling out
my name. That's it. That's all I see.
Its been two months almost since my
accident. I feel like I've lost my identity
, i don't feel myself. I don't know what
college I had gone to. What firm I
worked with? Did I have an apartment.
Friends? All I remember are my high
school friends. And I'm pretty sure
they aren't here. And this bloody
haircut. I look like a drag queen. My
parents don't answer me the way they
should. I just know that I have a fiancé
Ronnie. He says he was in my college.
And I had no other option than to
believe him. I mean its not like I
remember anything. And plus my
parents agree too, so it can't be a lie.
Or so I hope. But I don't know why
when I'm with Ronnie, I don't feel
comfortable. When we kiss I wait so
that the kiss ends. Because I honestly
dont feel like kissing him. And plus this
dream. This, unknown persona that
magically keeps appearing in my head
mysteriously putting his eyes and hair
for show and then disappearing. My
life sucks and my head pains. I have
an appointment with the doctor and
since my parents are out of town and
Ronnie has work I'll have to go by
myself.
Its an hour drive. So I'll be fine. Not
that big of a deal. My phone vibrates
and the screenlight flashes saying
"Ronnie"
"Hey"
"Hey where are you?"
"Home. I'll be heading for the hospital
in like five."
"Look I'm really sorry. I'd be there
believe me but work." He says
sounding sad.
"Its fine. I can take care. Its just an
appointment. Nothing will happen to
me."
"Okay babe. Bye. I love you."
"Yea bye." And I hung up. Another bad
thing. I cant say that I love him. Its
like my mind orders but my mouth
doesnt comprehend it well.
I have no idea. Anyway I'm getting
late. I should probably leave. I look at
myself in the mirror. I look okayish in
black t-shirt and jeans. Well im going
to a hospital for Christ's sake. I
shouldn't be bothered about looks.
I look at the clock and its 12:00 my
appointment is at 1:30. Lets leave.
I start my white SUV because my
original one was smashed totally in the
accident. I carefully pull out of the
driveway and start the radio. After
shuffling through channels I finally land
on one which played a pretty decent
song.

Watch out for episode 10