No Broken Hearts

Chapter 39

                          Nia

Me: Uh can you slow down just a tad bit please
??: wym I'm going the speed limit
Me: I beg to differ muthafucka
??: Man shut up and let me do this
Me: Not only are you driving MY car but you always have OUR child in the back seat

I looked back at Carmella and she was playing with her musical ring toy..Jimmi driving like a bat outta hell..I knew I shouldn't have let him drive..

Carmella got a doctors appointment today and I thought it would be good if we both took her..he was cool with the idea but I knew he was being shady when he asked if he can drive...Jimmi can't drive..Nigga never took a driving class so ion even know how he even got a license...

He took the hint that he was doing too much and he started to slow down thankfully...

Me: you a fucking mess
Jimmi: shut up we almost there ...aye so is you and Swae fuckin

I reached over and slapped his ear..I aimed for his cheek but he flinched

Jimmi: Damnn..Imma take that as a no
Me: you a dick..I'm not Finna have this conversation with you again..
Jimmi: come on now..it's a valid question..ever since you came back y'all been talking and spending time with each other too much..I'm surprised you asked me to come today and not him
Me: He busy today..I would've asked him
Jimmi: Oh word?
Me: I'm just playing and no we not fucking bro..we just be enjoying each others company..nothing serious ....
Jimmi: Mmh..nothing yet..y'all just playing now..but later he gon be eating yo ass again..
Me:....Your fucking disgusting..pull into that lot over there
Jimmi: I known what to do ...I know where to go
Me: then get there

                           Later

Doctor: She is in perfect health and she seems to be growing well
Me: Yeah I noticed ..she keeps trying to stand up by herself
Doctor: she's going to want to do that..it's your job to help her..give her some motivation..food is a suggestion
Me: of course ..cause she eats anything

I ticked her belly and she laughed..

Doctor: Do you mind if I asked some questions Nia
Me: not at all sir
Doctor: Okay ..first off ..who is this gentleman..

The doctor pointed at Jimmi who was leaning on the counter on his phone..he looked up when he was being referred to

Jimmi: Sorry..I'm Jimmi...Carmella's father

He looked Jimmi up and down and then turned to me

Doctor: I haven't seen him before...how long have he been active in the child's life
Jimmi: since birth

I almost laughed..cause the nigga lying..but I ain't say shit

Doctor:..Okay have you been spending the necessary time with your daughter
Jimmi: well..when I have time ..which is most of the time..but not when I'm on tour
Doctor: oh..right...your a ..rapper...well..Nia great seeing you again..and baby Carmella...teeth is coming in nicely
Me: Okay thank you see you  in a few  months
Jimmi:...

We left the doctors office and we walked to the car..Jimmi ain't say a word..he just had a look on his face like he wanted to say something but didn't ..He put Mella in the back seat and I ran to the drivers side..he not driving my car no more.. he noticed but he ain't say anything and just got in on the passenger side

                           Later

....wow..I thought stopping to get food would cheer him up but he ain't say anything ...I can't take this Silence

Me: Bro what's wrong with you
Jimmi: nothing
Me: I thought food would make you talk
Jimmi: food only works for you
Me: correction food woks for every girl in the world
Jimmi: do I look like a damn girl?
Me:...uhhhh
Jimmi: I am all dick sweetheart the proof is in the backseat..
Me: then what's wrong

We sat there in silence for a while then he spoke up

Jimmi: why he was drillin me like that
Me: who?
Jimmi: the doctor.. with his questions and his judgmental ass tone and shit
Me: he was just asking Jimmi..he didn't know Carmella's father was in her life now
Jimmi: I've always Been in her life
Me: Jimmi stop!..even you don't believe that shit..you recently got in her life..you were on and off in her life..I understand you have other shit going on so sometimes you won't have time for her
Jimmi: exactly so how-
Me: lemme finish...but I have other shit to do too..like I have a career and other opportunities coming my way but I still have time to be with her..I will always have time for her cause I feel like she is my motivation she makes me feel like I can do everything even when I can't ..but for you I sometimes feel like you feel she is a hindrance to your work..your always used to having a lot on your plate so that when it's time to take care of Carmella you can't because you wanna do your work first..and honestly you know what you be doing..I hate to feel like you dippin out on your responsibility
Jimmi: no I'm not
Me: okay then act like it..don't get mad when people notice what you've been doing and call you out on it..own it my nigga
Jimmi:...I'm a good father..
Me: I know..that's why you need to own it ..

He went quiet again but I think he getting what I'm saying...