The Boys Next Door ( Completed)

chapter 44

~one year later~
We were still her neighbors and she looks beautiful but really thin like scary thin and I miss her so much but like I said she deserves better than me I just don't know if she's even realized that yet cause I've never seen any guy over there like at all.
Laurens p.o.v
D* I really think you need to go out and party
Chey* talk to some guys
D* you deserve to be happy again
L* I know I know but I can't bring myself to do any of that especially since the first date ended up in a stand up which resulted in me and cole becoming close in the first place and well drinking and partying is something I did with him too so its not exactly a thing I can do to forget him
Chey* I'm sorry sis
D* but its been a year
L* I know I know but I loved him still kinda do its not just going to go away
Chey* we know we just don't want you to hurt that's all
L* I know and I love you both but please don't try to pressure me to try to be with anyone else
Chey* I won't
D* me either
L* thank you
Chey* you're welcome
I continued to lay there talking to them just thinking and then I decided to take a couple of my anti depressant pills. Then I went down to the kitchen
Jan- hey sweetie I was thinking about getting something for lunch like nikkos or something what do you think
L- go ahead mom I'm not hungry
Jan- honey you're never hungry anymore you're dangerously skinny
L- I'm fine mom
Jan- I'm taking you off you're anti depressants
L- no
Jan- but look at your body look how you've become since you've started taking them
L- I don't care they help alright but fine I'll eat something just to get you to relax
Jan- good
And with that we got in the car and went and had lunch and I couldn't finish majority of it I saw the scared look in my moms eyes but she tried to hide it. We went home and I saw cole outside talking to some girl with curly hair she looked like the same girl from touchdown dance. I saw her kiss his cheek and then I ran inside to make sure I didn't see anymore. I ran to my room and took another anti depressant then I laid down and went to sleep.

So I know didn't give much of a warning but I only have like two more chapters and that includes the authors note at the end. Just expect this to be the roughest unhappiest ending I've ever wrote so be prepared and I'm sorry sis for what it may do to you.