Unforgotten Bella

When dreams come true

I lay down and cry myself to sleep knowing deep inside I didn't care about being a vampire anymore I just wanted my Edward back there was nothing I could do
I fell sleep dreaming only about Edward and what me being human has done to us I dream I see Edward at the cliff I want to go there and I was planning to anyway.
I wake up it's only 6:40am but I don't care I get dressed and leave the house it's quiet no one is any were to be seen and I don't worry about going to school anymore as I have graduated already and there is nothing really to do I'm at the cliff I sit were me and Alice usually meet but don't see anyone as I look at the deep oceans wave crash and overlap each over I have thoughts no eighteen year old should have suicidal thoughts I have my shield so human or not no vampires can read my mind or use their powers on me I take of my jacket and the cold breeze hits me I pull out scrap paper out my pocket and write
To Charlie and Edward
Dear dad the pain just haunts me I want him back but it's not happening I know that know I love you dad and I'm sorry that I've done this but I can't find another way to cope this is so selfish of me but I can't deal with the pain I love you Edward and if you ever read this i hope you find the courage to change your next
I jump in not caring about anything but to end my life and when the freezing water hits me I feel like I had messed up my life I swim to a nearby island watching the waves crash once again I look at the top of the cliff were I jumped from and j see Edward! I was happy and I shouted his name but he didn't hear me I felt a hint of guilt rush down my spine as he picked up the note and my jacket and ran away. I shout his name again hoping he will hear but I don't think he did
EdwardPOV
I needed to see her speak her one time as I told the others to say pretty harsh things I was going to stay with her for the day and then leave never coming back I smelt her and when I got to the cliff I look around trying to find her but instead I found something that I never wanted to believe was true a note and her jacket I knew immediately she jumped in to try and kill herself but I didn't want to believe as she still could be alive I thought I heard my name but it was so faint it sounded unreal so I ignored it I thought i was imagining what I wanted to hear And that was Bella I picked up the note and the jacket still awaiting to read the note I swear I hear my name being called again as I ran away so I turn around and I just sit by the cliff hoping whatever it is calling me will come over
BellaPOV
I saw him come back over and sit down I was to far away but I tried for love to make it back over I jump in and swim quickly back over and try to climb up the rocky cliff it took me 10 minutes to get up but I managed there he was just sitting there out of breathe tired and hungry I crawl over Edward not seeing me and rest my head on his lap he looks down at me and kisses my head
"Bella your alive" he says happily and quite upset
"I did I jumped in but washed up on an island I saw you and I knew you would find the note so I felt so bad and" I say
"Don't worry I'm here now your okay " He says calmly
I sit up sitting on his lap and hugged him like I had known him my whole life which it felt like I did "Edward" I say worried
"Your not going to leave me are you"
"Bella I'm going to stay with you for the rest of the day then I've got to leave" he said
I didn't like the idea of him leaving but he had to and I knew he wasn't coming back all day we just talked and he said to me when I leave don't be upset don't be hurt and don't worry I just nodded slowly and pulled him closer to me eventually he had to leave I said
"Edward please stay the night leave when I'm asleep it will be better for me less emotional"
"Ok Bella" he replies
I go home and get into bed I didn't want to talk to Edward I just layed down and wrapped my arms around Edward and fell asleep.
EdwardPOV

When she fell asleep I was upset I had to leave but it was for her own good I kissed her head and then her neck wishing I could just bite and then we could be together forever but I wouldn't put her through neither did I want to I jumped out the window making sure Charlie didn't hear me he was still watching TV i go home and everything is now fine and we can finally get on with our lives without worry