I woke up in a white room on an uncomfortable bed. My wrists hurt and my head did too. My wrist hurt more. I looked down and looked at all of the cuts I did. I'm proud that I could take the pain inside away. Although it hurt me outside it released the pain on the inside. My mosters aren't talking anymore.
I looked around and got off the bed. I needed a ibuprofen or Aleve. My head is killing me. Why didn't I just die God. It would have been better than this fuc*ing headache.
I got up and got my phone from the bedside table and put it in my pocket. I then went outside of the room and walked around. I was at the gang house and everyone was walking around. Not one person paid any attention to me. I mean who would. I'm a useless 5'3 little girl.
I went to my room and took a nice long warm shower. It felt good against my skin. I got out and got dressed in some random clothes. I went downstairs and everyone was eating dinner.
"WOW! That's good that you all care. I could be dead and you wouldn't care. I get it okay. My dad- your ex leader- died. But now I am the new leader. At least show some respect." I yelled to all the as*holes. I fudging hate this. Everyone hates me but at least, just a little bit, care for me. I just need a little love... please...

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The nerd is a gangleader?!
General FictionMy name is Avery, and I am a gangleader. I know it sound silly but I am. Read to find out why and how. I'm only 13 so please don't make any rude comments.