I got on my instagram, and posted a pic of Ethan and me. I turned my phone off, and decided to take a shower. I grabbed my pjs, and sat them down on the sink. I turned the water on, and waited it till it warmed up. Once it did I got in. The warm, water hit my face and body. I looked my cuts. I traced my fingers, over them. I did this. But there was my demons and people who made me do this. When, I go back to school it will be total hell for me. I started getting anxiety thinking about it.
I was breathing very fast. I hurried with my shower, and got out. I quickly put my pjs on. I was feeling, dizzy. I sat down on the bathroom floor. Breathe in and out. I couldn't, I just couldn't. I tried to call for help, but I had no energy. I began to see black, and felt my head hit the hard floor.
~minutes later~
I woke up, in a hard bed. Where was I? I had IV's stuck in my arms. "E-Ethan?" I said weakly. He shot up, and quickly went to my side. "Y/N, your awake!" He said hugging me. "What happened?" I asked. "You passed out and hit your head." He said. "Oh..yeah." I said. Suddenly the door, was pushed open. Chandler. "Y/N!" He said rushing to my side. Ethan moved out of the way. He hugged me tightly. "Are you okay?!" He asked. "Yeah." I said. "Where is my dad?" I asked. "He, had to go on a business trip before you passed out, he can't be here today but he'll be here in two days." Ethan said. I nodded.
A doctor came in. "Ms.L/N, you must have passed out from an anxiety attack." She said. "Is this true?" She asked. I nodded. "Could you two gentlemen leave for a few minutes please?" She asked. The nodded, and left. "Okay, so why did you have this anxiety attack?" She asked. I hesitated for a second. "Well I was here a few weeks ago...for cutting and um I haven't been to school and I'm just worried what people will think or say about me." I said. She nodded. "Well, we were just going to give you pain pills for the head injury, but maybe you need to see a therapist." She said.
"Or do you already have one?" She asked. "No, they told me I needed one but I didn't want to go." I said. "I think it's best if you get one." She said. I nodded. Here I was back at the hospital. "Here, are your medications and the address of the therapy place. "Thank you." I said. She nodded and left. The boys came back in. "She said you can leave, I brought you some clothes to change into." Ethan said handing me the outfit. It was, a comfortable outfit. "Thanks." I said. I went to the bathroom and changed into them. He brought me a hair tie, and I tied my hair into a messy bun/ponytail.
I had no makeup on, but I didn't care. I was super tired. We checked out, and left. We stopped at Taco Bell/McDonald's/Five Guys for some food. After we ate, we left.
~time skip~
Once, we got home I climbed into my bed and fell asleep. Chandler, left and Ethan must be in his room or something.
~morning time~
I looked at my alarm clock and the time read "8:30". I never wake up this early, but I went to bed early yesterday so I'm fully rested. I got out of bed, and decided to take a shower. I grabbed pjs since, I was going nowhere today. I sat them down on the sink and took my shower. After I got out, I grabbed my laptop and just scrolled threw my social medias. Suddenly my door opened. It was Ethan. "Hey, are you feeling okay Y/N?" He asked. "Yeah, thanks." I said. "I made pancakes." He said. I jumped out of bed and ran to the kitchen.
I grabbed a plate, and shoved the pancakes into my mouth. He laughed at me, and sat down to eat. "Thanks." I said finishing up. After he was finished, we decided to watch a movie. It was a Disney movie, but I guess that was okay, since it was my favorite one. I laid my head, on his chest. I felt butterflies, and warm inside. Was I falling for my best friend?

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Fix You (Chandler Riggs X Reader)
FanfictionYou have been friends with Chandler ever since you were six. Your mom, dies and your dad becomes depressed. He drinks, and when he comes home he abuses you. He doesn't care about you anymore. You get bullied at school. You cut, and you are broken. W...