~Feelings~

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I got on my instagram, and posted a pic of Ethan and me. I turned my phone off, and decided to take a shower. I grabbed my pjs, and sat them down on the sink. I turned the water on, and waited it till it warmed up. Once it did I got in. The warm, water hit my face and body. I looked my cuts. I traced my fingers, over them. I did this. But there was my demons and people who made me do this. When, I go back to school it will be total hell for me. I started getting anxiety thinking about it.




I was breathing very fast. I hurried with my shower, and got out. I quickly put my pjs on. I was feeling, dizzy. I sat down on the bathroom floor. Breathe in and out. I couldn't, I just couldn't. I tried to call for help, but I had no energy. I began to see black, and felt my head hit the hard floor.





~minutes later~


I woke up, in a hard bed. Where was I? I had IV's stuck in my arms. "E-Ethan?" I said weakly. He shot up, and quickly went to my side. "Y/N, your awake!" He said hugging me. "What happened?" I asked. "You passed out and hit your head." He said. "Oh..yeah." I said. Suddenly the door, was pushed open. Chandler. "Y/N!" He said rushing to my side. Ethan moved out of the way. He hugged me tightly. "Are you okay?!" He asked. "Yeah." I said. "Where is my dad?" I asked. "He, had to go on a business trip before you passed out, he can't be here today but he'll be here in two days." Ethan said. I nodded.




A doctor came in. "Ms.L/N, you must have passed out from an anxiety attack." She said. "Is this true?" She asked. I nodded. "Could you two gentlemen leave for a few minutes please?" She asked. The nodded, and left. "Okay, so why did you have this anxiety attack?" She asked. I hesitated for a second. "Well I was here a few  weeks ago...for cutting and um I haven't been to school and I'm just worried what people will think or say about me." I said. She nodded. "Well, we were just going to give you pain pills for the head injury, but maybe you need to see a therapist." She said.





"Or do you already have one?" She asked. "No, they told me I needed one but I didn't want to go." I said. "I think it's best if you get one." She said. I nodded. Here I was back at the hospital. "Here, are your medications and the address of the therapy place. "Thank you." I said. She nodded and left. The boys came back in. "She said you can leave, I brought you some clothes to change into." Ethan said handing me the outfit. It was, a comfortable outfit. "Thanks." I said. I went to the bathroom and changed into them. He brought me a hair tie, and I tied my hair into a messy bun/ponytail.



I had no makeup on, but I didn't care. I was super tired. We checked out, and left. We stopped at Taco Bell/McDonald's/Five Guys for some food. After we ate, we left.

~time skip~

Once, we got home I climbed into my bed and fell asleep. Chandler, left and Ethan must be in his room or something.


~morning time~

I looked at my alarm clock and the time read "8:30". I never wake up this early, but I went to bed early yesterday so I'm fully rested. I got out of bed, and decided to take a shower. I grabbed pjs since, I was going nowhere today. I sat them down on the sink and took my shower. After I got out, I grabbed my laptop and just scrolled threw my social medias. Suddenly my door opened. It was Ethan. "Hey, are you feeling okay Y/N?" He asked. "Yeah, thanks." I said. "I made pancakes." He said. I jumped out of bed and ran to the kitchen.



I grabbed a plate, and shoved the pancakes into my mouth. He laughed at me, and sat down to eat. "Thanks." I said finishing up. After he was finished, we decided to watch a movie. It was a Disney movie, but I guess that was okay, since it was my favorite one. I laid my head, on his chest. I felt butterflies, and warm inside. Was I falling for my best friend?

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