Letters To Lucy

Letter Thirteen

I knew it Lucy! Why didn't you tell us before you left? If people were chasing you, why would you go on a private mission if you knew? But why was he after you? That scent, I could never forget that foul smell he has.

We went to Uncle Atlas where I smelled you, and now Erza is forcing me to stop for the night and sleep. How can I sleep when I know you're with him? That you're future is in danger at this very second? I'm not gonna break my promise, so you better not break yours.

God this is so frustrating Lucy! Why didn't you tell me? Is it because you don't trust me anymore? Because I left for a year? Because if that's it, I'm sorry Lucy? I'm so god damn sorry. I didn't know the guild would have disbanded. And Iwanted to take you with me, or at least say bye to you in person. But I knew I wouldn't be able to handle it if I saw you crying.

I need to find you right now and say that to your face. I don't care if Erza gets angry for leaving them but I need to know that you're okayand have you safe in my arms. And who cares if Gajeel and Gray get mad that I left them behind? I love you Lucy. And I will save you.

Love, Natsu.