...Bad decisions...

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To start off with...

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I cut myself to pieces...



I lost someone who I really cared about...

A girl to be exact...

An ex...


I still was very close to her...



Then my parents thought i was being a little bitch and yelled at me telling me to focas on my school work...

I lost it...




I cut my arms and let the blood drip on the floor below me...

It felt so good to just fade away from this fucked up world...


It felt so cold and quiet...




My friend found me and he took me to the hospital...




Such a good guy...





I wish he didn't do that...



I wanted to die...




But he didn't let me...








My friend Nicholas saved me...



If it wasnt fir him i wouldnt be alive right now...




I love you guys so much...






Dont ever think some one  doesnt love you because i will always love you even If we never met or we are across the world from each other...







But never do what i did...




It was a mistake...






Fuck...
Im crying...





I just Dont want to dissipoint you guys, ye know...





But there is never a Fuck up big anough for you to have to risk your life for nothing...






But she was something...





She was special...





I could see it in her...




She was so talented and beautiful...






She shouldnt have left us like that...






Comment what you want...






Im taking a nap...





Im tired from crying so much...




Much love Ladds




Karma.




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⏰ Last updated: Feb 09, 2017 ⏰

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