*DISCONTINUED* Can you hear me? [Sans x Reader]

twenty five

All aboard the feels train? (I tried...)

Silence. It surrounded you, comforted you, claimed you. You couldn't feel anything, couldn't see or smell or hear anything and that was fine. Nothing to hurt you, nothing to worry about.

"DAMN I just feel so friggin USELESS!" A voice broke through the void of space you drifted through, pricking something at the back of your mind. A distant memory that disappeared as quickly as it arose.

"EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY, YOU'LL SEE!I-I'M SURE (y/n) WILL PULL THROUGH!" There was uncertainty behind this voice as it struggled not to break.

"I just can't believe this happened. Not to her. That b@stard deserves everything he gets." This voice was laced with venom, but tinged by sadness at the same time. "I hope he rots in prison."

The voices faded out of focus, and you were left with nothing. The void surrounded you, comforted you, but it couldn't ease the pain that now sat in your heart. It weeped for the three speakers, and called out for voices it hadn't heard. You lost track of time...

"Is there really nothing we can do?" A soft, motherly voice asked, one that was aching from unshed tears.

"I wish there was but... this is unlike anything we've ever encountered. She stable right now, and I hate to be the one to suggest this but... you should consider saying your goodbyes." This voice you didn't know, but his words resonated with you somehow.

Someone started crying, and a deep, soothing voice murmured comfort, and you slipped away.

You heart was pulling in two directions. One that wanted to give up to the soothing lull of the void around you, and one that struggled to go back. Back to those voices. Back to the people they belonged too. But it was so hard to fight. So much easier to just drift... you slipped away again.

"I KNOW THIS IS HARD BROTHER BUT... THE DOCTOR SAID... HE SEEMED TO THINK WE SHOULD START SAYING GOODBYE." The speaker struggled to get the sentence out, voice breaking halfway through before continuing. The voice was soft and at the same time loud, and for some reason it didn't suit him.

"i don't care. i just... i just can't." The devastation in that voice made it feel like you heart was breaking. "that'll just make it certain and i'm not ready."

There was a heavy sigh. "I UNDERSTAND," followed by the shuffling off feet. Once they were gone you felt yourself slipping again, giving back into the void. But then someone started crying. Deep, heart wrenching sobs echoed around you, drew you back from the verge of nothingness. Your own heart started echoing the sound, calling out and crying for the source of the broken sobs. In your mindseye you saw a hunched over form, leaning heavily against the wall as they struggled to breath. You wanted to help. To throw your arms around the person and promise it would be okay. You fought against the weight holding your mind and body down, struggled to get to them as they broke apart. But the abyss was persistent, and refused to let you go. Soul crushing sadness swept over you, through you, breaking through the numbness surrounding you and filling you with desperation.

This isn't where I'm supposed to be!

"I'm gonna miss you punk. Don't you worry, I'm gonna make sure that b@stard gets what he deserves. EVEN if I have to kill him MYSELF!"

I don't want to be here.

"I-I'm... *sniff* I'm sorry c-couldn't help m-more. T-this just isn't fair."

I don't want to be here anymore!

"This never should have happened to you darling. No one will ever fill this hole you're leaving in my heart. No one."