Harry Potter imagines

12| James Potter

Sorry for not updating!! Been lazy lately, and school work too, but whatever, here's an update

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Have you ever feel like being left out? Well, it happens for me almost every day since I set foot on Hogwarts, since I met Moony, Wormtail, Padfoot and Prongs.

My heart feels like it was tied up into a tight knots of emotions, sad and happy. Lily Evans, used to be my best of friend, started dating my crush, James Potter. Every night, every hours, being Roommates with Lily broke me into tiny spectacles, disappointment and betrayed.

She knows I like him.

Does James worth my attention and care? My soul and tears? It was obviously not, but looks like I wasn't that strong of a girl they always talked about... And why haven't anyone noticed my strange behavior? Because they can't, they can't see it... I realized how good I've hide it. Maybe, I could win a medal for this... Not such a good achievement anyway.

But little do I know, James likes me too... just as much as I like him...

" ...Are you ok? " asked Remus, he took a seat next to me while putting his hand on my back, drawing a small circle

" You know I'm not, Moony " I smile weakly, so weak that it's like I could burst out into tears at any moment

" (Y/N).... " Remus now looking as worried as ever, but it makes my feel slightly better because he knew my issues with James , and still support me at all times.

" You know what... " I took in a small breeze of air then exhale " I'm so lucky to have such a supportive friend like you, you remember when I first discovered your secret ..."

Remus looking at me in the eyes, listening carefully

" When I first discovered your secret, you told me to stay away, told me that you're a monster, but I didn't leave, I'm grateful for that decision and you are the angel that guide me in life, Remus... " I smile, shedding a tear, my voice cracks a little

" Thank you, (Y/N)... then you're the one who will be help right now.... by your angel " Remus hugs me then laugh making me giggle

" You need to tell James "

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What did he... he really just said that?

" But he's dating Lily, the girl he has been chasing for years!! I have no business in this- "

" Do you trust me, (Y/N)? "

"..... Definitely, but- "

" Then go, tell him, I'm sure things will be on track "

" M-Moony! " I said not wanting to

" You have to do this, or I'm going to tell him and things will be more awkward "

"..... Ok..... tell James to meet me tonight at the Astronomy tower "

" Sure, wish you luck (Y/N/N) " Remus smile then left, leaving me speechless....

*Tonight*

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" (Y/N), Remus told me to come see you, is anything ok- " James said while stepping on each staircase, when he finally reached the top, he founded a crying girl, it was quiet, silent tears.

" J-James? You're here finally.... " I said with soggy eyes and a red nose

" Merlin! What happened!? " Jame said rushing over to me

" Actually, there would be no meeting tonight if Remus didn't persuade me to"

" What do you mean? " James said, his glasses flickering lights of the stars above, he was.... phenomenal

" You always do that.... " I said, sobbing

" Do what...? "

" Makes me to fall for you unconditionally " I said, looking at him straight in the eyes

"..... "

" I love you, so much, for 5 years, for along time.... " I smile weakly at James, who looked awful, like he was ran over by a Muggle truck, loose robes, dirty face, and his signature messy brown hair.

" I- " James is about to said something

" It's ok.... I'm better go now... be happy with Lily alright? "

I was about to ran out, find a corner to cry and let Remus to find me as usual, then a pair of strong arms were wrapped around me, I was too tired to hug back or even resist his grip, I let it go his way

" (Y/N), I like you too, a lot, for 4 years, that's when I know Lily isn't for me, I was in love with you. " my eyes widen by his sweet words and honesty, this couldn't be real, it's too good to be real

" J-James? You're dating, you already have a girl in life, why told me about this? " I asked, ignoring his eyes, the blue eyes that always full of happiness, eyes of the guy I fall in love with.

" Because you need to know, Lily likes Snivellus, we're not really dating "

" Oh, so I cried for nothing then... for two months, every nights "

" I'm so sorry, I shouldn't have done that "

" Yeah, you shouldn't, now I need to thanks somebody "

" Who? "

" Remus... I was thinking if I am over you, I will be with him " I said jokingly, but some of it was the truth

" Over my death body " James frowns

" Usually at this moment, people kiss each other " said James wiggling his eyebrow

Without thinking, I pulled his tie, smashing my lips on his, passionately and beautiful. Guess that I will never going to cry again.

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" I know for a fact that it will work out " said Remus, lurking in the dark, smiling at the new couple