Everyone but Her

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Over think
Over analyze
Undo
Fall Apart

What is the truth
What is the delusion

Nothing can be simple
Everything has to be her
Selfish
Self-centered
They hate you
Don't listen to them
The reason they're all gone
They hate you
Ugly
Loud
Annoying

Her voice started years ago as a friend
Which turned into a demon who triggered it all

As everyone around me left
She was the only one who stayed
She slowly grew into a friend again
Though her words still cut my mind

They only one who listens
Is the one destroying me

I have no one else to run to
They all have heard it time after time
I stopped going to people so long ago
Her voice is all I need

Her voice
Silky
Sharp
Dangerous

Her voice reminds me
Reminds me I'm not good enough
Reminds me I'm not pretty enough
Reminds me I'm not girly enough
Reminds me I'm not skinny enough
Reminds me that I deserve nothing

You see now right
Me
Me
Me
I
I
I
Myself
Myself
Myself
SELFISH
RUDE
ANNOYING

You see why everyone leaves right?

And I know someday he'll get tired.
Someday he'll see the truth
And someday
He'll leave me too

And
It'll be nobodies fault
but mine
and
the voice that rings in my head...

Ariana
will be the death of me someday....

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