THE PAST // JUSTIN TRUDEAU

4 - 1990

Somehow we'd managed to pack around 40 people into my small college dorm room. It was pretty cramped but everyone was having a good time. I was in the kitchen pouring myself another drink, already feeling really pretty mortal. This was going to hurt tomorrow.

"Hey Hun, I haven't seen you much lately, cheekbones has tried to take you away from me," I heard Kelsey say and saw her stood on the other side of the kitchen island with a hand on her hip and pouting. I couldn't help but giggle at her comment.

"I'm sorry Kels, it's just that I really like Justin and he's so gorgeous I can't help it," I replied trying to justify my actions.

"Hey don't worry about it! I'm glad you've taken in interest in a man," she said and strolled out of the kitchen. I followed her, my now full cup in my hand and made me way over to Justin. He was stood laughing with the rest of the debate team and I admired him for a few seconds before wrapping an arm around his waist. He turned to face me and I saw his eyes light up and he introduced me to his friends. We made light conversation for a little while before they dispersed and decide to head back to their own dorms.

"Delilah I think I should be going as well, it's getting late and I have to wake up early tomorrow," Justin said and I suddenly felt my heart start to crumble. I didn't want him to leave, not until we'd celebrated his win properly.

"You can't go yet Justin! Please just stay for another hour?" I suggested pulling him closer to me which made him laugh quietly.

"Alright I'll stay, but it best be worth it," he answered with a smirk on his face.

"Well in that case lets go chill in my room for a while," I replied and took a hold of Justin's hand, pulling him through the sea of sweaty bodies and towards my bedroom. Justin shit the door behind him and sat on the edge of my bed as I walked over to my record player, placing a smooth jazz vinyl on.

"Can we dance?" I asked him shyly.

"Of we can my love," he said and stood up from my bed taking a hold of my hand. We swayed slowly to the beat of the song and I held him close to me. I felt so nice being in Justin's arms, it was so easy for me to relax and put any other thoughts aside.

"Thank you for this party," Justin said breaking the silence. I looked up at him and smiled brightly.

"It's okay, you deserved it," I replied and his head ducked down as he planted a passionate kiss on my lips. My hands found their way to his soft hair and his rested on my waist. I deepened the kiss and slowly pushed him onto my bed, the silk sheets cushioning him as I hovered above him. We pulled away for a few seconds to regain our breath and allowing me to untie my shirt and for Justin to slowly slide it off my chest. I hadn't worn a bra tonight so he definitely got an eyeful. I did the same to him, unbuttoning his shirt and I couldn't help but laugh at his fashion sense.

"What's funny?" He asked with a small smile but a hint of worry flashed across his eyes.

"You dress like a middle aged man," I replied as I reached the final button and pulled it off of him. He laughed at my response and breathed a sigh of relief. Suddenly he placed his hand on my thighs and flipped us so that Justin lay on top of me.

"Oh okay, I see how it is, you wanna be dominant," I said smirking at him. He blushed slightly but it soon disappeared and he became more confident, unzipping my trousers and pulling them down, leaving me in just my underwear. I shivered slightly and Justin rubbed up and down my body to 'warm me up.' It worked. I was the most turned on I've ever been in my life. He quickly did the same, removing his trousers and began slowly grinding on top of me. As I reached down to take my underwear off Justin stopped my hand.

"Wait are you sure you want to do this?" He asked me, his eyes suddenly filled with concern. I took ahold of his hand and rubbed my thumb along the top to soothe him.

"I'm sure, as long as you are," I replied and the concern left his eyes.

"Of I do Delilah, you're stunning and I really really like you, any other boy would die to be in my place right now," Justin said and I blushed at his response. He's so sweet.

"Okay then, let's do this," I said and removed my hand from his. I suddenly felt my stomach fill with butterflies and I felt giddy with excitement.

I'd have sex with numerous boys before but Justin was different. It was gentle and sweet but he knew when to pick up the pace and seemed to hit all my sweet spots. I couldn't comprehend my feelings but I knew they were good and I felt so close to Justin. It was perfect. He was perfect.