THE Young AND the Younger {a dan smith fanfic bastille}

Forty one

JADE'S POV~

"It happens to every girl!"

(Awkward chapter.)

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I awoke laying on the sofa next to sleeping Dan. My stomach started hurting badly, ugh. cramps. and cramps=period. I sat up getting off the sofa I saw Dan took my shoes off of me. I grabbed them from underneath his legs and put them on and walked to the door turning the doorknob and it made a noise my heart beat went faster. knowing I woke Dan up.

Dan:where are you going?

Jade:my apartment.

Dan:for what?

Jade:I need something's.

Dan:you basically have your hole closet in up here.

Jade:I just need something.

Dan:what? a teddybear? because that's what you have me for.

Jade:no Dan.

I said opening the door.

Dan stood up towering over me like always.

Dan:well, let me come wit-

Jade:NO! uh, umm I mean no, I got it.

Dan gave me a look.

Dan:what are you hiding?

Jade:nothing,

Dan:then why are you acting like this,

Jade:because. I need to get something and I really don't want to tell you what it is,

Dan:then, you can go and get it and I'll come with you to make sure you are safe.

Jade:fine

I said rolling my eyes I ran down the stairs I opened the door to my apartment and ran to my room in to my bathroom grabbing shorts and different underwear and I saw I only had one pad shit! I dressed then walked down the stairs dan was standing by the door.

Dan:you came here to change your clothes?

I shook my head.

Jade:this really weird, but Ineedyoutotakemetothestoretogetmepads.

Dan:what? Slow dan you are taking too fast.

Jade:I need to go to the store to get pads.

I said giving up on hiding it,

Dan smiled

Dan:why didn't you just tell me,

I rolled my eyes

And followed dan to his car.

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my stomach hurts dan gave me pain killers and it isn't helping I sat up clutching my stomach, this sucks,

I felt hands push me to lay down but I pushed them off

Jade:don't!

Dan:whoa, mood swings.

I sighed laying down as dan sat next to me.

Jade:I'm sorry.

Dan picked up my head laying it in his lap. I was wearing sweat pants and I really small tank top that didn't cover all of my stomach. I looked horrible and felt horrible. I felt dans hands touch my stomach tracing circles round and round on my belly with his fingers lightly it gave me goosebumps and shivers,

Dan:you alright love?

I smiled he was being so nice to me, when Tristan knew I was on my period he just left me alone for a week. Dan made me feel like this was bonding time,

Jade:yeah.

Dan:is this the first time you are getting your this happened here?

I shook my head no.

Jade:I had it that day when we where in the car headed to get Mattie.

Dan:that's it?

Jade:yeah why?

Dan:is that normal?

Jade:yeah, and no.

Dan:what do you mean?

Jade:its embarrassing.

Dan:you can tell me anything jade.

Jade:don't laugh.

Dan:okay, I won't,

I sighed

Jade:when we started making out, and being with each other i knew that I love you, then I started thinking about our future together, having kids getting married, then I thought, I know if it comes down to it, I would willingly have ....... Sex with you if you wanted to because I knew that I love you but then i thought I don't really want to be a teen mom, so I went somewhere and got a years worth of, "the pill" I've been taking it ever since I bought it, I wanted to tell you that when we where going to "do it" at the motel because I knew you where worried about getting me pregnant, but things would of been awkward like they are now.

Dan:you are taking brith control?

I nodded.

Jade:it stops your period for two months,

Dan:I don't want you to think I don't want to have kids jade, because I do, just not so soon.

Jade:I know, that's why I took the pill,

Dan:maybe you should stop taking it,

Jade:what? Why?

Dan:I don't want it to affect you being able to have kids. or harm you in anyway.

I sat up looking at him.

Jade:b- never mind

Dan:no tell me what you are thinking.

Jade:but, I want to be able to .............. have s-sex.

Dan:sex is for making babies.

I rolled my eyes at him wrapping my arms around his neck we where face and face and I had both of my legs on the sides of his torso my knees digging in to his legs.

Jade:there are many different beliefs as to what sex is for.

Dan chuckled looking down then back in to my eyes.

Dan:tell me these many ways.

Jade:well, some people think it's for nasty things, others think it's for making babies. Then some people think it's to show your love to someone and feel close to someone.

Dan smiled at me.

Dan:you want to stay on the pill?

I nodded bitting my lip.

Dan:alright,

Jade:I'll stop taking it when I want kids.

Dan:I wonder who the father will be.

My eyes widened at him

Jade:what do you mean?

Dan laughed.

Dan:you never know,one day someone might come alone and you fall in love with them and not me.

Jade:you'd just let me go like that?

Dan shook his head.

Dan:not with out a fight. but if he makes you happy I'll fine a way to be happy for you.

Jade:nobody has made me feel the way you Dan nobody will ever make me feel the way you make me feel. I love you and you will be the father of my children even if I have to force you to have sex with me.

Dan laughed kissing my forehead

I climbed off of him and laid my head in his lap again and he started drawing circles on my stomach again bring the goosebumps back.

I love this man so much.