Spade
I was tired
Yet, I run just to find you
Entering every room
Hoping I'll see you there
But sadly
I can't even see your shadow
Spade
I have to stop
Resting here
I suddenly want to cry
This place reminds me of what we had before
Spade
How many times do I have to tell you?
I miss you so much
As I try to find you again
My body becomes weaker
I almost give up
Spade
When I saw you
The happiness I felt was unexplainable
You were sitting, holding a book
You were smiling, while reading
As I call your name
Spade
Your smile was fading, slowly
Your eyes looked at me
Your eyes were asking me
"Why are you here?"
Do you hate me that much?
Spade
Do you hate me that much?
Pain slowly invades me
Your eyes, they were telling me that,
There are so much hatreds
Those hatreds are just...
Just for me.
Spade
I'm sorry
Can you love me
Again?
I want to kneel down,
To ask you
But I just can't
Spade
Please