Scared
I'm scared
What if's are playing inside my head
Scared
I don't want to doubt anyone
But I can't help it
Scared
What if this will bring pain...
Again?
What if this time the pain is hard to bear?
Scared
If this time, everything will fall apart
What should I do?
What if giving up is my only choice?
Should I give it a try?
Scared
Should I just stop on fighting?
How can I decide?
Should I just stop on trusting?
Is this my biggest downfall?
Scared
Will I be able to endure everything?