Again
I tried my best to be as lovely as her
To be as smart as her
To be as pretty as her
To be as kind as her
I tried to be just like her
Again
I tried to fit in
I keep on telling myself that it's alright
They like me...
They want me to be their friend...
Come on, I know they can accept me
Again
I tried to convince myself
I tried to listen to my own voice
I tried to fool myself
I tried everything...
But I ended up crying
Again
I was alone all this time
I was never been loved
All this time, no one really cared
All this time I've been lying to myself
I thought I was okay
Again
From a far
I've been staring at them
They seems so happy without me
I don't know what to do
It feels like I just simply don't belong
Again
For a thousand times
I've been holding my tears
I didn't want them to see that I'm weak
That I am a drama queen
Is it wrong to cry?
Again
I am hurting
I am hurt...
I am hurt because of my own thoughts
I knew that everything was not enough
Yet I tried so hard
Again
You're here again?
Again?
It's you again?
Again?
Are you tired of me?
Again?
Again.
I'm sick of this
