hidden-a shyland fanfic

75-sorrow

Warning 99% of people will cry reading this it is fucking sad...sorry
*days later*
Rylands POV
Me and shane had come back from our honeymoon last night and i was now making us lunch while he was taking uno for a walk
The door opened
"Yeah i mean i could make that work"he sighed into his phone
"No of course i want it i just have to talk to him"he mentioned letting uno off his leash
"Okay bye"he replied then hung up
"What was that about?"i asked
"So i have good and bad news which do you want first?"he sighed sitting down as i brought over his food
"Good so the bad news dosent sound as bad"i chirped smiling at shane
He sighed like he was going to cry but his eyes stayed dry
"So the good news is that i got a call from my manager today and a producer saw the lottery and it gets worse and loved the direction and wants me to direct a movie"he said smiling
I put down my plate and went over to him
"Oh my god baby this is so great"i yelled then kissed his nose
"Bad news is it's in Australia and will take almost a year so i have to move there"he sighed
"Oh my god b-but i have to stay here for my work i mean i just got a promotion and i can't leave"i said understanding that feeling of wanting to cry but to in shock so your eyes stay dry
"I know so i dont know what to do"shane said putting his face in his hands
"Take it"i whispered hugging him
"What?"he asked
"Take it i mean of course i will miss you so fucking much but i could never live with myself knowing that I was the reason for you not fufilling your dream"i said as a tear ran down my face
Shane nodded and wiped the tear away with his thumb softly as both of his hands lifted ny chin up then he locked his eyes with mine and we both closed them as we leaned in sharing a meaningful kiss
Shane's POV
If he hated the part about me having to leave he was going to despise this
"There is something else"i said putting my hands on his hips pulling him slightly closer
"What is it?"ryland asked his voice fragile and broken
"Well i didnt find out until last minute and well...i leave tuesday"i said waiting for him to yell at me and hate me which is so understanable
He then realized it was sunday night and he hugged me tears soaking my shoulder
"I'm gonna miss you so much"he cried holding onto me tight almost as if he didnt want me to go anywhere which i knew was true but i didnt want to leave him either but this job could boost ny career like crazy
"Hey shhh baby i love you so much and i will talk to you everynight i promise"i said lifting up his chin to reveal his tear stained cheeks
He nodded but tears still slipled out of his eyes,i hugged him tight and i kissed his forehead
                           ***
Tuesday morning-6:00am
I woke up to my blaring alarm clock and found ryland asleep on my chest
I am going to miss this so much
"Goodmorning babty"ryland whispered staring up at me with those blue eyes i fell in love with March 15th
"Goodmorning"i said then kissed him
I then got up to see my suitcases on the floor
I felt warm hands touch my shoulders
"C'mon babe you're gonna be late"he whispered in my ear then kissed my cheek
I nodded and got up to shower and brush my teeth
Rylands POV
-thirty minutes later-
Shane came out of the shower with his messy hair that i love so much,a black shirt and black jeans
"I love you so fucking much babtu"i whispered trying so hard not to cry
"I love you too"he said also trying not to cry
I nodded and we went downstairs where he said his goodbyes to uno after ordering an uber for the airport
Now it was my turn
Shane looked up at me with those blue-green eyes i fell in love with March 15th
He trew his suit case and bag on the floor and kissed me with such passion and love than ever before
I failed at the not crying thing as i hugged him as tears fell down my face
I got a glace out of the window to see the uber out there
Shane looked at it too and picked up his stuff
I opened the door as he stood outside of it
Tears fan down his face
"I will miss you so mich shane"i said
He couldn't speak but squeezed my hand as a sign
I smiled brokenly at him
"I love you"he whispered as our hands lost grasp and the next thing i saw was a black car pulling away
"I'll miss you so much babty"i whispered to the air but i could here shane saying it back in my head
I closed the door and looked down to realize i was wearong one of his shirts
I smiled and held it
It still smelt like my babty...