Zanemau

Speechless

(I don't have anything against gays i support it even so i hope nobody takes offense to this!)

I can't believe what you said to me

Last night we were alone

You threw your hands up

Baby you gave up, you gave up

Aph:

I can't believe he just openly said that! He just...admitted he was gay while we are dating! He just gave up I guess I don't know what to say anymore.

I can't believe how you looked at me

With your James Dean glossy eyes

In your tight jeans with your long hair

And your cigarette stained lies

Aph:

He just stood their with a cigarette in his mouth with his glossy eyes and jeans and his amazing longish hair. waiting for my response.

Could we fix you if you broke?

And is your punch line just a joke?

Aph:" Is...is this a joke or something?" I said to him

I'll never talk again

Oh boy you've left me speechless

You've left me speechless, so speechless

Zane: "No aph... Im sorry its true, we are done...."

And I'll never love again,

Oh boy you've left me speechless

You've left me speechless, so speechless

Aph:

I let my mouth fall open as tears form in my eyes. I loved him... but i guess it was stupid

I can't believe how you slurred at me

With your half wired broken jaw

You popped my heart seams

On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams

Aph: He looked at me drunk because thats how he was at the time my heart felt like it popped seams and fell apart.

I can't believe how you looked at me

With your Johnnie Walker eyes

He's gonna get you and after he's through

There's gonna be no love left to rye

Zane: So aph, do you still wanna be friends?
Aph: No, after what you've done I don't even want to talk to you anymore

And I know that it's complicated

But I'm a loser in love

So baby raise a glass to mend

All the broken hearts

Of all my wrecked up friends

Aph: I remember raising cups of wine with the rest of my friends when they went through breakups telling them to move on. Now I see how hard it was for them.

I'll never talk again

Oh boy you've left me speechless

You've left me speechless, so speechless

And I'll never love again,

Oh friend you've left me speechless

You've left me speechless, so speechless

Aph: I guess I can never love again if something like this happens every time. I snapped back to reality as I see him still standing their with his arms out for forgiveness

How?

Haaaa-oooo-wow?

H-ooow?

Wow

Haaaa-oooo-wow?

H-ooow?

Wow

Aph: I look at him in disgust. How could he want an apology if he was the one to break me in the first place. I walk out leaving him standing there.

And after all the drinks and bars that we've been to

Would you give it all up?

Could I give it all up for you?

Aph: I walk home as it starts to rain, flashing back to all the memories me and Zane created like that time we were all at the bar and travis got high. I come back to reality to see tears pouring from my eyes.

And after all the boys and the girls that we've been through

Would you give it all up?

Could you give it all up?

Aph: I sit on the bench a few steps away and think about everything we've done for each other. He comforted me when I broke up with Aaron and he helped me bake cupcakes.

If I promise boy to you

That I'll never talk again

And I'll never love again

I'll never write a song

Won't even sing along

I'll never love again

So speechless

I go back to the house and walk in Katelyn and Kawaii~chan asking questions but I can't answer I guess Im just speechless.

You left me speechless, so speechless

Why you so speechless, so speechless?

Will you ever talk again?

Oh boy, why you so speechless?

You've left me speechless, so speechless

Aph:I pull out my notebook and computer still silent put on some music and go on to my bed.

Some men may follow me

But you choose "death and company"

Why you so speechless? Oh oh oh

Aph: I check the news to see that someone had committed suicide near by. The tears fall from my eyes as I read the article, I open a new page inside my book and title my new song

"Speechless"