Avengers OneShots/Xreaders/Shipping

OneShot Tony Transparent

(taking a break from the Spin the bottle x readers for a second so here's a one shot.)
I had half the bottle of bourbon drank already thinking about how the hell could I mess up so bad. I just wanted to be transparent. I was such a failure to the team I didn't deserve to be an Avenger. I lifted the bottle up to my lips to expect the glass bottle to pour out more liquid but nothing. I open my eyes and see the bottle was out of my hands and in another's.
I turn my head slowly to see Tony sitting next to me taking a sip of the same bottle I had. He sat down the bottle then looked at me and gave me the bottle. I pushed it away and stood up from my seat. I wasn't being rude to him I just wanted to be left alone. Right as I started to leave the room Stark spoke up.
"Nicky you shouldn't put yourself down everyone has been through hell even Cap." I looked at him and shook my head whatever Wanda did to them wasn't as worse as what I got. I saw myself killing everything​ and everyone. I landed on top of my bed closing my eyes to see my team mates slowly die from me stabbing them or gunshots. I whimpered as I saw Tony fall down to the ground with his arc reactor ripped out of his chest.
In my right hand was the reactor I dropped it to the ground and ran over to Tony. I rubbed his chest trying to slow his breathing so he wouldn't die of a panic attack but either way he was dying. He grabbed my hand and looked  into my eyes with sadness.
"This is your fault Nicky you've killed us all." Was the last thing I heard before I shot up from my bed to see Tony in my room. He had a worried expression. He woke me up from that horror but it was true I was going to be the extinction of the Avengers.
"Hey, Hey you alright Babe?" When did he call me babe?
"It keeps playing in my head" I said not questioning why he called me that. He sighed and grabbed my hands making me look into his eyes those sweet brown eyes.
"If I tell you mine you tell me yours deal so we don't have to fight it alone alright?" I looked away then back at him giving him a small nod. Then he started in with his Nightmare.
"I saw the whole team laying dead on the ground. The chitari had opened another portal to Earth and I was the last on alive. I keep blaming myself for everything saying I couldn't save them. Nicky I can't lose the team I already lost my family." I looked at him and I clenched his hand a little harder then I told him mine. When I got done we both were silent not looking at each other without breaking down into each other's arms.
"Why did you call me babe?" I suddenly asked out of the blue.
"I didn't think you noticed. I didn't mean to but....." Then be pressed his lips against mine and I kissed back. Then he quickly pulled away
"I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that after what's hap......." But I pulled him back into the kiss before he could finish the rest of his words. He liked me back this was my chance to right my wrongs if those nightmares were true. I do love Tony dearly but maybe it's time to just let the world do its thing or for me to fight back.