So I got checked into this rehab centre with help from bam an Ryan an told that they'd come visit later in the week to see how I was doing an stuff an that they'd told Novak I was here so should meet him at some point which I wasn't keen on at first as I thought he's gonna think I'm a total idiot for getting an addiction to heroin an not telling bam an Ryan straight away .
So my councillor called Linda came an woke me up the next morning telling me I had a group meeting to go too where they all sit round an talk about yourself an your addiction an stuff which I didn't fancy doing but I didn't wanna let bam an Ryan down so I said alright I wondered when I was gonna meet this Novak that bam an Ryan had mentioned ..《also my heroin that I had left had been confiscated by bam an Ryan before I checked in, cause they didn't want me hiding it an shooting up when I were meant to be in rehab..I felt like shit without it though 》 I got dressed into my cky top that I had brought with me an my jeans an sneakers an followed my councillor to the meeting room where I saw atleast 20 other people sitting round in a circle looking pretty much like how I felt ..."oh Crap " I thought to myself then some dude who was dressed pretty cool in sort of indie fashion I'd say said "maxi come sit next to me if you want sweetheart" I looked at him an smiled I figured this must be the Novak bam an Ryan talked about so I went an sat down next to him. He smiled at me as I sat down an he whispered "welcome to hell" I smiled I would've laughed too if the heroin withdrawal hadn't begun to set in a little . Sitting next to Novak just taking him in was bizarre I'd honestly never met anyone quite like him he was cool an collected despite being in this clinic for addicts he also had lovely eyes an his smile oh wow his smile....but I was there to get clean not get attracted to Novak who I'd only just met he was my friend nothing more I kept telling myself while listening to a guy called Robert another councillor explain about the group which he did everytime .
