Band Imagines

Me, myself & Hyde- Spencer Charnas

AN: This is yet again another prologue I had written. Hope you like it!

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I look to my left and see the sleeping body of Spencer. He looked so small laying here dark eyelashes resting on his cheeks.

He look likes the Spencer I fell in love with.

The one whose smile brightened the whole room. Who was the biggest dork in the entire world, and wasn't afraid to show it, especially when it came to nerding out over horror movies. Someone who loved cuddling, even if it was a hundred degrees outside.

He was someone I could depend on, someone who could love me unconditionally and wholeheartedly. He was my other half.

But that isn't the case anymore.

And that scares me.

No, that doesn't scare me;

HE scares me.

The way his fingertips could drive me crazy, but now leave bruises on my skin.

How his words used to be laced with love, now are laced wuth venom.

The 'I love you's are now, 'you're the biggest mistake I've ever made'.

And who's to blame?

Certainly not me, and honestly not even him.

Because at the end of the day, its grief that took over him, turning him into the monster that he is now. And how he couldn't fight his inner demons, after I worked so hard to destory mine.

But I won't give up on him, because he sure as hell didn't give up on me.

Even if it is the death of me.