I'm a mess ||frerard||

Therapy for broken hearts

*franks pov* (sorry if this chapter is confusing)

"Do you have a lover?"

Another session of group therapy and today we were talking about love.

"Ash why don't you start us off do you have a lover?"

"No" she announced proudly.

"Aren't you dating that Chris kid?!" Lynn blurted out.

"No" Ash laughed "he's just my best friend and we are just friends I swear"

"Okay if you say so" Lynn shrugged going quiet until letting a silence fall across the room until she realized it was her turn.

"Oh well umm I'm gay but I consider Alex my lover" she laughed and looked over at him in which he shrugged and nodded his head.

I thought I was going to hate group therapy, talking about my problems in front of a bunch of random people I don't know but instead I actually enjoyed it. This was the best most accepting and fun group of freaks you could find. We were one big problematic family helping each other deal with what life throws at us.

I was snapped back into reality when I realized everyone was looking at me and it was my turn.

"Do you have a lover frank?" Lynn winked at me.

"Umm well" I didn't know if Gerard was actually my lover or not, he did say he loved me but did that make it official? Could I actually call him my lover?

"There's this boy but umm I-i don't know if I can actually call him my lover" I paused "but he says he loves me and I really love him" I could feel my face going red.

"Aww Frankie's in love" Lynn wasn't trying to tease me instead she was looking at me with a very loving sisterly expression.

Melanie's turn was next in which she announced that she has a girlfriend now which we all knew was Ashley.

Next it was Ryan's turn.

"Well ummm...I-I like a guy but umm I-I don't think he l-likes me b-back" Ryan looked sadly down at his hands.

*Ryans pov*

I was getting a ride from Melanie, but she wasn't bringing me home.

Once we arrived at Olive Garden I quickly ran up to the door to make it look like I've been waiting for a while, I waved goodbye to Melanie and started watching out for Brendon's car.

Soon after he pulled up and I rushed down to meet him climbing into the passengers seat.

Brendon didn't know about my group therapy and I was hoping he never had to find out how messed up I really was.

"Yo Sarah talked to me today"

"Really?"

"Yea she said thank you when I picked up the book she dropped"

To me that wasn't really considered talking it was more like a few words then done but hey Brendon's crush finally noticed him but this brought a sadness to my heart I didn't want Brendon to love her.

"Umm bren"

"Yea man what's wrong"

"I need to tell you something" I looked up noticing for the first time how the sun reflected off his abnormally large forehead.

"Brendon I've been wanting to tell you for a while but i was scared"

"You can tell me anything ry" he actually had a look of sympathy for once in his life.

"I-I" I took a deep breath "I have a crush on you"

Brendon pulled over and stopped the car.

"Get out"

"What"

"I said get out"

"I'm sorry Brendon-"

"Ryan why that's so gross please just get out I don't want to see you for a while"

I got out of the car and watched as Brendon sped down the road leaving me to wander alone and try to find my way.

*brendons pic*

As I drove away I started to feel bad about kicking Ryan out.

But what he said was wrong and gross he shouldn't have a crush on me.

But he was my best friend and he had opened up to me and told me something personal.

But that personal thing he told me was wrong.

But the look on his face I didn't mean to hurt him that badly.

I needed to stop thinking about it.

I grabbed my phone and dialed Dallons number.

"Hello?"

"Hey are you busy?"

(A/N: sorry if this chapter was a little confusing I hope you enjoyed tho)