How To Write Poems like A Broken Person

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When you've found yourself at the bottom of a bottle everytime someone made you feel worthless you probably got to the point of no return. You start to think you are unlovable and not in the way a child crys in their room intill they feel like coming out again but in a completely empty way. You feel as though no one will ever be able to break down the wall you built around your psyche. You try flirting and that works for about three days untill the pit in your stomach feels worse than the time you rode the Rollercoaster one to many times. You push the person way blame it on past loves not quite forgotten. I have broken so many hearts making them think I would come back. I'm so sorry. You have every right to hate me for trying to mend whatever was left of me on you. I never intended to leave a trail of broken souls behind me. I lived like this for months wanting and waiting to not feel this intense hurt in my chest just for wanting to fall in love ... I gave up ...on love..and finding anyone who would love me. I was done. Better to be alone than hurt more people.

Then I met you.