How To Write Poems like A Broken Person

I don't apologize for staring

You sat on top of me laughing about whatever song was playing, making silly dance moves and I just stared. You laughed at yourself, fixed your hair as you did so often and I just stared. You looked and me and asked me "what?" With the smile I adored, but you asked me that as if English could encompass all of the words I was feeling. You are so profound in your joy that you have no idea how incredible you are. I said "just enjoying the veiw" I wasn't lying. You are so beautiful and not just because I find you attractive but because you have no idea how you can trap my attention, my gaze with your smile. You could break my bones with how your eyes light up and I  would lay there happily if it meant I could watch you be happy for the rest of my life.