A Zombies Touch(Z Nation 10k Fan Fic/Book 2)

Chapter 6

"I was never really insane except upon occasions when my heart was touched -Edgar Allan Poe

Sarah's pov
I sat in the back of the truck looking down at the blue iPod that was in my hands.I traced over the initials that were ingraved on the back of it.
'M + S❤'
I sighed I really didn't want to open it and listen to all the nostalgic songs that I knew were on here.

I looked over at my sleeping boyfriend who's head was on my lap.He was obviously still recovering from the whole anthrax situation.I ran my fingers threw his hair which made him shift closer to me,making me smile.

I took out the headphones and llugged them in.I went to the only app that was on there.The music app.I clicked on it and went directly to the playlist that was titled 'Us'.He named a playlist after us and our songs

I smiled at how cheesy he was,he was always like this.Even around his friends because in his words he "Loved to show all his friends what they're missing and how beautiful I am"

To all honesty I missed him.I missed all the times I would sneak out my window amd Climb down the tree to see he was waiting for me at the bottom.And when I got to the bottom he would grab my hand and run worn me to his motorcycle.Every one thought he wasn't a good influence on me

Mabye it was the fact that he was two years older than me.That he had a motorcycle and some tattoos.And maybe the fact that he smoked cigarettes and went to party's every Friday and got drunk off his ass.That he sometimrd hung around the wrong people.His cousins hour him into the drug business.But no one knew the real him,only I did.He had a different side that he only let me see because I guess thats what love is.You let that person see your most vulnerable and worst side of you and They except you for who your are and what youve been through.I guess that's why we were so good together.

I put one earbud in,the right one,and hit shuffle.The first song that came up was 'Ghost'.
I remember listening to this when we had broken up for the first time.Our actual first breakup.He told me he wasn't good for me,that he was trouble (Italics are songs and flashbacks)

I like the sad eyes, bad guys
Mouth full of white lies
Kiss me in the corridor
But quick to tell me goodbye

You say that you're no good for me
'Cause I'm always tugging at your sleeve

~Flashback~
"Im sorry Sarah"He said picking up his leather jacket and phone as he walked out my house.Me chasing after him

"So your just leaving"I yelled as rain drenched us

"Sarah.Weve been over this"He said

"Ya we have,and i don't care.I love you.I don't care if you think your not good enough for me or your bad for me.I do not care"I yelled as I approached him

"Ya well I do.You can be whatever you want,I dont want you living a life like me.I will not allow it"He boomed but stood my ground

"I will if it mean being with you"I said and kissed him.But it only lasted a second before he softly pushed me away making my tears combine with the rain

"Im sorry Sarah,I love you I do,but we can't"He said and hopped on his motorcycle and drove away.He left me crying on my knees in the rain

~End~

That was our first break up out of the three we had.We werent an on and off again couple,we were just so broken that we disnt know how to love.Thats my theory.I spent days crying fornhim to come back to me,I guess that's when you can say my smoking problem started or when I got more into weed.It aas only lne a week,not even that if i had alcohol by my side which was always.A cigarette and a bottle of whiskey always did the trick