jungkookie💕
hey jihye
can i ask you a question
ineedoxyjin
sure ?
jungkookie💕
why do u always text me
dont u have friends
ineedoxyjin
...
jungkookie💕
sorry if that sounded mean
ineedoxyjin
no its all good
and to answer ur question
i have no friends
jungkookie💕
im ur friend :)
ineedoxyjin
yea but
i have no friends irl
jungkookie💕
dont u have a bf ?
ineedoxyjin
uhh
hes not rly considered to be my "friend"
jungkookie💕
why
ineedoxyjin
uhhhh
bc hes my bf ?
jungkookie💕
i feel like theres a story behind this
ineedoxyjin
ok im just gonna tell u
ive never told anyone this bc i have no friends so ill just tell u
jungkookie💕
tell me what ?
ineedoxyjin
my life story
basically
r u ready bc its long and im warning u rn
jungkookie💕
ye
ineedoxyjin
so basically
i have social anxiety and im not brave and im actually rly depressing and scared of ppl and the reason i have no friends is bc everyone hates me bc im weird and shy and not easy to approach and i have no one to talk to so i cry myself to sleep everyday cuz i dont interact with ppl or have fun and my parents passed away when i was young so i have no one to support me except for my brother but hes always busy bc hes an idol and im just rly lonely all the time so thats why i text you
jungkookie💕
oh
ineedoxyjin
and now i think i scared u bc after reading this ur gonna think im weird and not talk to me again
jungkookie💕
no i still love u 💖
ineedoxyjin
im not done tho so im just gonna rant now
ok if my bf read this he would literally kill me but im gonna say it anyways
so idk why but he has a rly bad temper so sometimes he comes over and apparently i say something "wrong" which triggers him and then he gets all mad and he abuses me and hits me and punches me but he says its a form of love which makes me confused and tbh i wanna break up with him but i cant bc im afraid he'll torture me mentally and physically
so ya
jungkookie💕
WHAT
UR BF ABUSES U
OK TELL ME HIS LOCATION IM GONNA FITE HIM TELL HIM TO SQUARE UP
ineedoxyjin
its not that bad
jungkookie💕
EXCUSE ME
IF THATS NOT BAD THEN WHAT IS
ineedoxyjin
eh im fine
but whew i havent ranted to anyone in so long
this was refreshing
jungkookie💕
OK IMMA FIND THIS MAN AND TELL HIM TO STOB IT
ineedoxyjin
calm down
ur overreacting
jungkookie💕
MMMMM SURE
OK I GTG
IM STILL GONNA FIND HIM
ineedoxyjin
sure you are
jungkookie💕
BYE
ineedoxyjin
byeee
jungkookie💕 has left the chat
ineedoxyjin
i hide all my tears behind my fake smiles and i rly wanna kill myself but im too scared to do it
can u kill me
oh nvm u left
YOU ARE READING
fanboy { j.jungkook }
Fanfiction☾ in which a girl befriends jungkook, a 'fanboy' online. < ✔ >
