(SAD)
(interview)
His name was Brandon.
The one true love that I had.
He killed himself after we got married.
He stated that he wasn't enough for me.
He was enough...
I miss him to this day.
I wish I could've saved him from his decision.
I've been alone for the past 5 years.
His last words to me were,
"You mean the world to me. Always remember that."
I should've done something.
I knew he was depressed!
I took him to therapy and it still didn't help him.
His last kiss to me still lingers my lips, the taste of strawberry with a hint of sugar.
I'm thinking about joining him someday.
Hell, I've gone 1,825 days without him.
I'm 45 now, we met when he was 15 and I was 25 (Yes, Brandon would be 35. 10 years difference, I know.).
I don't think I was a pedophile.
I mean, he technically wasn't a child! (Laughs)
He was deeply in love with me and so was I.
I had only hit him twice.
But it was by accident!
I never meant to intentionally hurt Brandon.
Christ, I loved him!
I've been alive for at least 16,425 days or something like that.
It's got to end soon.
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(DAYS AFTER)
Jared Leto found dead in his home this morning at 6:43, death was caused by hanging. Fans and loved ones are going back to this interview about Mr. Leto and his husband, Brandon Flowers. He will be missed for his music career, acting, and just simply his personality. Jared's suicide note reads,
I dearly and truly love everybody, the fans, and family members. But I miss my husband. He was the only one who made me happy. This world will be much happier without me, I'm sure. I'm sorry to everybody, super duper sorry ):
But I'll be in the afterlife with my husband, for we shall be reunited with each other. I can finally see him, touch him, kiss him. I love him.
Parents, I am so sorry. But you never gave a fuck about me. All you'd ever do is regret having me as a goddamn child! I hate you so fucking much! You'd beat me, that's all you'd ever do! I hope you fucking realize your goddamn mistakes and this leads to you regretting everything you did to me. 'Cause it has scarred me forever. Fuck you.
I would like to send my profit to charity, fighting Cancer.
I love you all
Jared Leto
