IT HURTS A LOT (COMPLETED)

Chapter 21

Nandini: Nahi hotaa hain manik.. Mujhe toh music intstrument chuney mey vi ghabraahat hoti hain...

Manik: Shall i help u then..?? If u r okay wid it..

Nandini didn't spoke anything... .. She was standing quietly...

Manik: Nandini i asked smthg..

Nan: Mujhe kuch samajh nahi aaraahaa manik.. Kya kahu n kyaa naa kahu...!! U know waqt bohot badal chukaa hain.. Ab toh kisi sey madat lene mey vi dar lagtaa hain.. Kisi par trust karney sey dar lagtaa hain k kahiye woh meraa yeh trust naa tod dey. Manik its hard to trust someone second time when they hv already given a reason to not trust u... Manik mainey khudko bohot muskil se samvaalaa hain fir nahi samvaal paaungi.. Itni himmat nahi hain mujhme...

Manik: so tumney mujhe ab tak maaf nahi kiyaa..??

Nan: It was little hard to forgive u bt its hardest to trust u.. Mainey toh tumhe kbka maaf kardiyaa manik.. Bt i can't trust u once again... I can forgive u bt i can't forget wat u did to me... Forgiveness is not always easy at times it also feels more painful than the wound we suffered to forgive the one that inflicted it.. Nd yet there is no peace without forgiving them... So i forgve u manik..

U knw manik that day i didn't became upset bcoz u didn't trusted on me bt i became upset bcoz frm that day i couldn't believe on u.. I couldn't trust on u anymore as u broke me by not trusting me..

Nothing hurts more than being disappointed by the person u thought would nvr hurt u..

Manik: I can understand nandini.. The pain u suffered all these yrs it must be really worst nightmare of urs... N yeh sab kuch sirf meri ek galti ki wajahse hui hain nandini.. Its all coz of my mistake..!!!

Thnx for forgiving me.. It means alot to me nandini.. I knw its hard for u to trust on me n i hv no complaints regarding this cox it takes time for every wound to get healed...

N i wanna help u to heal ur wound nandini.. Jst give me a chance plz... I will try my bst to make everything fine.. I knw i can't make it the same how it was bt i promise i will make it better then now... Jst give me a chance n give urself a chance...

Nan: Main nahi jaanti manik wats good for me as mainey apne aap k baaremey sochnaa bohot pehle se band kardiyaa thaa.. Samajh nahi aaraahaa wat should i do...

Manik: Jst close ur eyes...

Nan: Huh..???

Man : Do as i say.. Close ur eyes..

Nandu closed her eyes...

M: Now put ur hand on ur heart...

Nandu put her hand on her heart...

M: Jst feel wat i say...

Sometime you hv to accept the fact that certain things will nvr go bck how they use to be bt we can make them how we want to make it... The past its done.. Move on... There are far better things ahead than the one u leave behind,. Life has to move on everything has a time to end.. When u let the past go something better comes along nandini... Try to start a new.. Do not give up..the beginning is always hardest...