My childhood friend hates me! He hates me now since his gf who was my 4th grade bully told him lies of me! *cries under the sheets* I feel so pathetic now and I know I am just for crying about this.
He hates me...we have no friendship now. She ruined it and she was happy about it! I fuckin hate people like her who change others from good to assholes.
*cries more* I wanna have my friend back! He was the one who understood me and my family situations. Without him there's no one to fill in that space....I'm nothing now...just some piece of trash discarded by him...
So lonely now and I'm so gonna end it ...maybe run away or hide from everyone. No more me
